It hurts to know you aren't here anymore
To not feel your lips move across my neck
And up to my lips
It hurts to know that I'll never hear "I love you"or all those sweet lies you once told me while smiling at me
It hurts to know that I'll never feel the warmth from your embrace
Since all i know now is the cold from you not being here
It hurts to know that you are dead and gone.
But I'm still stuck here wishing i was still with you.

I think that
there'll never come a day
that I'll be able to return your love.

Because in order to do so
I have to love myself first.

And that's something
I can't see myself doing
even after a million years.

I'm sorry.

i'm not going to ruin your chances of happiness
just because
i am
upset

I hope
That in the end
I've made your life better

Don't fall in love
Fall off a cliff
It hurts a lot less :)