Knives and pens cut through my paper skin
I write and write and write
You cut me open and bleed me out
I cry but you don't seem to care
Knives and pens cut through me
My notebook holds my thoughts
You shred it down without mercy
I scream but you don't seem to hear
Knives and pens cut through my paper skin
I write a note, a cry for help
You tear apart my hope
I bleed but you don't seem to see
Knives and pens cut through me
The ink seeps through my sleeve
The blood pours into pools
I'm dying and you walk away
Knives and pens cut through to my paper heart

Darkness is my blanket
Pain is my pillow
My blood pours out
My thoughts are almost as dark

Tears bleed from my eyes
They seep back into my skin
My eyes sink back
White takes the front

Taken over by my demons
Red and black clouded together
Death coming now
Over and over and over

~This lovely day was golden for me,
Just to wake up and see you respond about anything,
Let's me know, you're still there.
I love you so much, and I want to be the one to make things better for you.
There is so much a girl like me could offer a boy like you,
Words of truth is when I say I can make your future the best.
My heart breaks when I see you in pain, hurting or devastated.
I wish I could touch your shoulder and say,
"Tell me everything. I support you."
Because I really, truly do.
I'm so sorry about your father,
It's not your fault. He loves you.
And I know this for a fact.
I wish I could be there to show you how much I do care,
Yeah, it may seem unlikely that a girl thousands of miles away cries for you,
But if you, if you only knew,
If I had to spend my life soaking up your pain,
And even if you never said,"I love you,"
I would do it. Because all that matters then is that I love you,
It's been enchanting to know you,
To be the love of your life.
My heart is centered around you.
Oh darling, I wish you were here.
I can't say I'll be perfect,
But I can say I would do everything it takes to hold the rank of good enough for you.
That's impossible though. Yet I could show you the world through my eyes,
And yes, you would be heavily mystified,
I'm glad my day is around you,
You make my life beautifully true.
I could hold your hand for the rest of your life,
Seconds before I end mine,
You are my moon, my sun, the vast ocean of my heart.
You're perfect, Andy, and you know I don't want to lose you.
I want it to be us, no matter who loves me,
Because there is only one person that my eyes see,
He's perfect to me, nothing less,
I have to remind him he is the best,
For every battle he must fight or face,
It is Andy where my love holds its base.
Anytime I look at the sun, I can imagine you looking at it too,
Both of us, the only difference is the point of view.
We each share a little piece of that golden sun,
But one day, we will unite as one.
To the one who can make me shine,
I love you.
To the one who I will always love,
Shine brightly~

Stay with me forever?

~Hello! Please read, Because you're the one I need!
I need to make you smile,
And not just for a little while!
I don't know what caused the pain in your eyes,
Death? Betrayal? Hate or evil lies?
Doesn't matter, just sit beside!
Maybe it was thoughts of suicide?
Or family troubles? No one to love?
I've felt it all, so I can honestly stay,
Hold on. Keep going. Because I love you.
And if you ever need to come back.
I'm here, just for you.
So pick a day, any day that you wish!
And we'll have a lovely time, too!
Maybe it's because I'm lonely that I want you here,
But whatever the case, never fear!
I know the pain in you is so great, I wouldn't live a day being you,
But if I can help make your day, that would make two,
With no more sadness.
I love you! :)

~My world had meaning since the day you entered it.~