Sometimes I don't wanna share
The same space with ya
Here we go again
With my chaos
With my cold affection
With my what you call
All the time
"This fake love"
It's classic
Always happens
Right?
Is supposed to happen..
To everyone
Did I ever even feel a connection
Did you?
Constant
Chameleon
To your changing tune
Switch up the trope
Wonder if you even knew me
'cause I been roughing it
And showing you my tummy
When I'm belly up
Come wanna show you underneath
But you would c
Keep it safe for me
Classic uncomfortability
Wanna unsee certain sides of you
I'm expected to accept
Sometimes I don't wanna
Talk it out
Because I forgot how to
And where to start
  I've been told every connection
Has it hardships
Is this separation average
Or am I emitting negativity
Causing our love to die?

Now she dictating
The entire ship
Turning allies against
One other
With a curve of her serpent
Tongue

And she makes sure to hiss curses
Wicked whispers that
will worm in
the cracks
Of every door that slams
Behind her
Just another reminder
That its never a matter of manners
Only double standards

"Do as I want not as I flaunt"

Must be the motto

Meaning she might as well
Own the planet
As long as there no one to answer to
And Nothing standing in the way
"Only the unloved hate"

Such a shame
The bully came in
and basically begged me to beat
Her repeatedly..
Not only poking my ego
But
Weakening the way I see myself
Way to go!
Wait, how did she steal the
show from under us
Playing the master puppets
To cover the lack of self control
Hard to mold an identity  
When you born with no soul

A few feet from the closet
Awful Monsters
begin to plot  
Sabotage and dishonesty
Launching what we
Like to call  "little black bombs"

Plus hexes with
next level testaments
plus test after test after tests after tests

Sure yeah monitor this ****** mess
YOU YOURSELF made
Take from your teammates
Next lead an army of
hardly alarming fickle *****
to fight, for you
Loyalty ain't what you do

But as usual
The topic got lost again
I've got a habit
Of losing focus
What a wonderful daydream
We deemed worthy of unearthing
Catty cut up two corners
To endure this morbidness
And just
ignore/enjoy the torture together

Be it a saint
Or a sinner
The embers burn the same
I'm the deluge
Waiting to swallow
Everything
Remember Remember
A snack's just a sliver
recording torment as it hits
less likely you'll get trick
If ya pratice vigilance

We all have a fatalist

Inside of us

Teetering a tight rope

Trying to fight fear for a good show

Those high hopes

are defined by the lies of someone else

We are Brave despite what we tell ourselves

When the circuitry comes caving in