They say it's love that's in the little things.
Truthfully that's all I have for you.
Love.... It's been holding me back.
I can't do it anymore.
You're always on my mind, the thing is we won't ever have that love....
For you I'd do anything.
For you I'd give a lifetime of stability.
For you there are no words or ways to show my love.
All I do is for you.
I've made a change.
For you there is no low or high or in between of my heart that you haven't seen.
Every page that I write, every day of my life would not be without the things that my love for you now brings.
For you I'd go to war.
For you I'd make a promise of fidelity.
All these things I do is FOR YOU.

A breath of fresh air I crave for,
The nuisance and animosity surrounding me has no cure.
Doors batted up serve no purpose when you can’t escape the wind,
The wind of hatred spirals and wounds the innocence of sin.
Eyes inflamed with skeletons and dark secrets,
Therapy, police, family none but God can keep it.
Mouth overfilled with profanity and the key,
Mind enclosed the dying body everyone blinded to see.
The truth everyone seeks for but incompetent of their well-being,
Undergoing a spiritual healing but contemplating the negatives I’m actually seeing.
Tears falling echoing the halls of pain,
My mental stability has me sane.
Fractured mirror unable to reflect the truth,
Burning desires capturing the mute.
Dead rosses fume the air of reminiscence,
Each one of us committed a sin.
Consequences of a shattered heart and hidden perpetrators,
The key of truth swallowed in weakness beseech by the caters.
Chaos, conflict, evolution of pain,
Unable to be understood, lines of experience written in vain.





-dpk

I teach the kids while my ears is attacked with profanity.
I cater to patients, take baths in blood and diseases with a low salary.
I provide transport to those in need to get to their destination and haven't been paid in 16 weeks.
I risk my life providing electrical work so people can see.
I make the beds, i answer the telephone and i serve drinks at the finest resorts
I....  Got laid off.
I'm defenseless, strip of self confidence so I stay and settle with unfairness.
I'm a single mom with rent due at the end of the month contemplating of my salary in distress.
I got a mother in the hospital laying in her coffin with her medical bills plugged into her wrist.
I have an autistic son that cannot read the grocery list.
Late hours, no sleep, no holiday,
Clean the blood, provide services with a smile, when will I have a say?
Moldy kitchen, hot factories, look at the rats fuming the atmosphere with diseases.
We are chained to victimization, chained to exploit, chained to the inequality but production is all that they see.
My surrows scream for a change while my savings only seem to do is flee..
Searching for a voice but I cannot seem to find the key
Crucial to day
I am an employee .


-dpk

Walking on the path full of curiosity and misery.
I pause for a moment and gaze at the sky questioning myself "i wonder why? "
I wonder why I continue to walk on this path if i know where it will lead.
Conscious yet i walk in emotional ******* while screams plead.
I wonder why i crave for a love deeper than the ocean,
A breath of fresh air i yearned for while my heart was being strangled yet I'm searching.
I wonder why lies are commonly fed to me.
Dismantling walls of bottles thrown while my throat chokes on poison.
Poison that kisses my lip bittersweet while it puts my thoughts at ease.
Holding the trigger of liquor I look in the mirror "why me"
I wonder why i exert myself to pain instead of walking away.
Consistely mouth actions is all that matters yet my hand holds onto you by the things you say.
I wonder why I manipulate my feelings for love.
Mislead by your feelings for me because it gives me a sense of happiness but roses sticks me with their thorns.
I guess you never know what you had til it's gone.
Heart frozen to the point of transfiguration due to false hope.
A beast incapable of being tamed there's no need to cope.
Addicted to a drug stronger than dope tirelessly trying to achieve,
As I continue to walk on the path,
I ask myself
"I wonder why i won't leave? "


-dpk

Maybe I yearn for something outcast by individuals perspective or maybe I'm just selective.
Selective to be loved and caress in a way abandoned by this generation,
The lies, manipulation, infactuation, it all drives me to fraustration.
I want to be held like the darkness holds the sun to glisten it's beauty,
Held so my brokenness can repair as I cringe to the sensations of your love to my mentality instead of ******.
I lay fully covered while your heart strip me of insecurity and your hands massage the animosity.
The fire inside me ignites but your eyes and actions eases my soul,
You came into my life and made me feel whole.
You put light into me, attacked my demons, changed my pessimism on having feelings.
You hungered for a heart as intuitive and loving as mine,
And I craved for a romance and sincerity but I was so blind.
Your kiss derived me of my endless thoughts,
Your touch put a latch on my esteem,
Your love renew the empty soul that was lost.
You admired me like a work of art.
If only it was real and not a dream I tiresly wish upon,
The love I desire ,the absence made my heart fond.
Maybe I'm too passionate or maybe I need to grow up,
Or..
Maybe I was born in the wrong era for love.


-dpk

Sinister ministers deliver scriptures per
Illicit missions to present religious works for intrinsic worth
Men amended an "Amen" to end to the verse
Then apprehended the script they knew Kemet had written first

I’m in the blemish my kin is a part of the sin it hurts
Given my hair and skin were both considered dirt since the birth
It’s printed in their gospel I’ve been getting worse since the curse
It’s vivid plagiarism for the villain to get the perks