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Holly Nicole Mar 2015
I'm in a passionate love affair
With the mountains
And the dream of
Escaping
Holly Nicole Dec 2014
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I can't breathe
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I can't see
I can't see you
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Seconds?
Hours?
Does time pass
Pass by
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Reaching out
Grasp at nothing
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Slowing down
Sedated
Breathe
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It doesn't get better
There's nothing out there
Just darkness
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A calm serenity of nothing
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Drawing nearer
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Time is coming
To a close
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I feel the end
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I wish for the end
Are you there?
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There is more
Than this
Than empty
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You
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Me
8
I can almost
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See
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Touch
5
Feel
4
I want
3
I need
2
I love
1
You.
Sometimes you grow to love the decline
Holly Nicole Dec 2014
Poverty
Holding on to me
Dragging me down
Down
D
O
W
N
There is no revival
There is no survival
No way to reclaim
The life that was mine
Trickling away
Nickel and dime
I can't support my family--
I can't even support myself
Can't let my children know
This lack of things to provide
Even though I want to;
When wants and needs collide.

I can't explain it to you
You wouldn't understand
This suffering I see
Sometimes I think it only happens
Just to me
I have so much hope for my children
They have to go further
Make more
Do more
Be more
More than I was
More than I am
I will never be what I want

This world, so costly
I can't help it- but mostly
It's the people in my life,
The ones I hold at night,
The people who keep me going

Poverty*
Dragging me down
But I will not give up
I can't release hope
For my children and their children-
Break this cyclical way of living;
Break the death and deceiving

I am stuck, but I have hope
I have love and I can cope
But I can't hold on much longer
Ripped to shreds by the economy
I loved you, my daughter

Be more
Some are lacking
Holly Nicole Nov 2014
One more day, I beg
Please stay with me, I beg
I wish you didn't have to go
I need you here

A life without your smile
Your guidance and encouragement
Your love
Our laughter-
I feel distant

Distance between myself and I
For my soul has gone with you
And I am left here
Without myself
But more importantly
Without you
Holly Nicole Nov 2014
The sky can be One entity-
The stars for all humanity.
But tonight, darling,
I'd like to believe
They're just
For you and me

Looking down from above
I'm so consumed
With celestial love
For you, my dear,
My thoughts are clear
*I love you like the stars
Holly Nicole Nov 2014
Hot breath
Sweaty face;
Fast inhaling....
And faster movement

Hand on my spine
Lips on your neck

Nothing exists.
Nothing but you
Your unfailing hold
On my waist

Hands on my stomach
Lips on your chest

Your hand brushes...
And I whisper your name.
And I love you
Somehow you know

Hands on my chest
Lips on your ears

Does it have to end here?
Why must reality always return?
I wish to fall to the very pits of my desperation, but I know I cannot.
Holly Nicole Oct 2014
We can't go backwards
But if we could it would be
To that very night

Holding each other
Time standing still
And a blissful,
Extremely tender
Loving innocence
Surrounding us

No passion
Just simple love
Where a simple touch
Can sing a hundred songs
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