I search my phone every time I unlock
His smile brightens my day
He came like a bullet
Unexpected
Stole my heart
Wraping me in his chains
Locked in his eyes
Wanting forever
Tells me he loves me
Would die for me

I wish I could capture all of your tears.

The sadness in them seen with clarity.
I wish to treat them with love, warmth and sincerity.

Reasons big or small...
None constitute for your tears to fall.
Keeping the shimmer of happiness in your eyes is what I wish,
my love for your soul will never diminish.

I wish I could capture all of your tears and pour them into a loving cup.
For you to sip from when your heart needs a pick up.

                                                ~ Rainbow

Push me
Slap me
Kick me
Throw me out
Punch me
Scratch me
Beat me
Stone me
Hang me
Frame me
Torture me
Make me bleed
**** me
But still
I will always
Always
Love you...

No matter the pain
You put me through
For some reason
I won't stop
Loving you
Defending you
With all my might
With every fiber
Of my being
I will fight for you
Until I am so broken
I know not a single reason
But to fight

Even so
Is this good?
Am I still me?
Or am I a machine?
For I have no feelings
I am numb
Only wanting to stay
And fight
For the ones close to me
Yet I feel nothing
But boundless pain...

So tell me;
What is my fate?

- Jay M
June 9th, 2019