Feeling away my sight just fades
Thoughts overflow dream I am awake
I breathe and sleep and dream of me
Action I take hallucinate
Think of more sleep I just hate
Woke up after the fact am I late
Resume last night I just wait
Dream of my life flashbacks just play
Shapes and forms and sounds and more
Listen and see the world just formed
My brain makes a sight only I can see
I fall down rise up back to sleep
Wake, rise, sleep, and dream and repeat
I feel so trapped yet I feel so free
I feel scared post hallucination
I know it's my imagination
Yet I freak out like I am facin'
Death before my eyes
I rise back from my sleep
Then pass out cold or heat
Light or dark either way
Night I can't sleep late
Then I can't stay awake in the day
Aye
Aye

No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
Nothing new I just do
The same **** again and again
On repeat I'm typing PINs
I try the same things what a waste
I do the same **** that I hate
Habits I can't break that's my fate
Break it then build it back and wait
I wait forever and never leave
I hate myself and love another
I stare myself in mirrors and they break
I care for them but not myself I hate
**** me now but let my soul live
I know I ain't **** please forgive
I should not regret I'm just a kid
Tryin' to let it go but I never forget
No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
The same **** again and again
On repeat I'm typing PINs
I try the same things what a waste
I do the same **** that I hate
New year **** that phrase
Let me roll back in time aye
Moving on is not my thing
Scared of what the future brings
Let me say I'll make one change
Maybe more they say I should
Ya know I could
But **** what they say

Wear these shades and hide my face
Stare the blank and wear them fake
Make them look like I have fame
They don't know my name
But they look and think I may
Get in my coupe so slow
Let them look at the show
Put that seat back so low
Sit back and hide and hope
They don't know that they fake
If they find out somehow let them hate
If they try to doubt just run away
You a star so shine so bright
You a star so shine at night
Yea
Wear these shades and hide my face
Stare the blank and wear them fake
Make them look like I have fame
They don't know my name
But they look and think I may
Pull out cash for gas and they think I have
Stacks of cash but I broke as ****
I buy shades and clothes and a nice *** whip
I in debt and go in more
Buy more **** and even more poor
Don't need **** but I buy what I wish
Shop at stores I am bored
Pocket tore pocket change
Lack that cash financial game
Aye
Yea
Wear these shades and hide my face
Stare the blank and wear them fake
Make them look like I have fame
They don't know my name
But they look and think I may

It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye

That one day I got a job
Act and say my God I flawed
Low class I flip burgers
My own life I ******
I better than that I say
I let her find another way
I went single on my own
I feel good but am I grown
Then the day I got a car
10 days later I'm a star
I feel rich I feel great
I pull fries and work and hate
Miserable, mad, I want out bad
I'm capable, but doubt, it's sad
I leave my shift so glad
I drive my ride proud but sad
I see my **** I have
I try my best but don't add
I stay put in place
Stuck and never win this race
Let me out I cry but stay aye

It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye

Then the day I quit the day I change
Left that place and got a higher wage
Work with cars and work with class
Bust my *** and now I got it made
Did it for a class got a grade
I want it better I prayed
So God replied here is your way
I won't die I will strive I will climb
I will make it to the end just fine
Piece by piece
The odds will break
Life will decay
Decay will make
Something new
Build off it and I grew
Matter cannot be created nor destroyed
I will be amazing on Earth and then the void

It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye

Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the drowsiest of them all
Do my dreams and sleep them off
Break my hope and watch it fall
I don't hope I just ball
I meet goals and win them all
Love thyself and make the call
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Selfie here, selfie there
Breathe in a box for my air
Trapped in carbon shared
By me, myself, and I
Suffocate and die
In my own air goodbye
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the one that they saw
Yes I the one that gleams
Yes I the one that seems
Like a **** king
Get  me a throne and a phone
With my number only mine
I will sign myself
An autograph no one else
So find thyself
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
My soul is the the top
I the peak they the dropped
My own box my own globe
Run the show ignore the hoes
Take the road the path I chose
Meet me there if you dare
I kick you back off the track
And you fall to hell so go
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see

The signs come at me like a stone in the head
They find me running like a felon just fled
They pass by and I don't do what I had said
The chance will disappear nothing is left
My brain in twenty years so full of regret
These regrets will haunt me until I am dead
I will look back and say I remember when
I see when you were just a friend
Now you an enemy **** what you said
Sorry don't cut it ***** make it right by a walk
Walk away from me talk like you wrong
Cause you are not right try too bad goodbye
No chance after this ****, break one time ******* then

Take action oversee
Fake that **** let them leave (leave)
Make it right
Make it right (right)
Break one's heart
Take another
Let me start
I finish what I begin
I conclude and I win
Wrap it up like a gift
Trap one's eyes with my soul
Friendly but songs are cold
Cold and dark
Stop judging, it's just art
Make it right (right)
Make it right (right)
Tell myself I can
Back out like a chicken I do (****)
Well she by herself ****
I could be the one but you
You all say I can't and listen
Well how about you listen to me (see)
(make it right)
(yea)
She mine
I'm
Gonna take her
You all
Hang up the call
Never see she this great (aye)
Take action oversee
Fake that **** let them leave (leave)
Make it right
Make it right (right)
Break one's heart
Take another
Take her heart
I love her
Oh wait she ain't here
Know I may some year