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Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye

That one day I got a job
Act and say my God I flawed
Low class I flip burgers
My own life I ******
I better than that I say
I let her find another way
I went single on my own
I feel good but am I grown
Then the day I got a car
10 days later I'm a star
I feel rich I feel great
I pull fries and work and hate
Miserable, mad, I want out bad
I'm capable, but doubt, it's sad
I leave my shift so glad
I drive my ride proud but sad
I see my **** I have
I try my best but don't add
I stay put in place
Stuck and never win this race
Let me out I cry but stay aye

It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye

Then the day I quit the day I change
Left that place and got a higher wage
Work with cars and work with class
Bust my *** and now I got it made
Did it for a class got a grade
I want it better I prayed
So God replied here is your way
I won't die I will strive I will climb
I will make it to the end just fine
Piece by piece
The odds will break
Life will decay
Decay will make
Something new
Build off it and I grew
Matter cannot be created nor destroyed
I will be amazing on Earth and then the void

It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the drowsiest of them all
Do my dreams and sleep them off
Break my hope and watch it fall
I don't hope I just ball
I meet goals and win them all
Love thyself and make the call
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Selfie here, selfie there
Breathe in a box for my air
Trapped in carbon shared
By me, myself, and I
Suffocate and die
In my own air goodbye
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the one that they saw
Yes I the one that gleams
Yes I the one that seems
Like a **** king
Get  me a throne and a phone
With my number only mine
I will sign myself
An autograph no one else
So find thyself
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
My soul is the the top
I the peak they the dropped
My own box my own globe
Run the show ignore the hoes
Take the road the path I chose
Meet me there if you dare
I kick you back off the track
And you fall to hell so go
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
The signs come at me like a stone in the head
They find me running like a felon just fled
They pass by and I don't do what I had said
The chance will disappear nothing is left
My brain in twenty years so full of regret
These regrets will haunt me until I am dead
I will look back and say I remember when
I see when you were just a friend
Now you an enemy **** what you said
Sorry don't cut it ***** make it right by a walk
Walk away from me talk like you wrong
Cause you are not right try too bad goodbye
No chance after this ****, break one time ******* then
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Take action oversee
Fake that **** let them leave (leave)
Make it right
Make it right (right)
Break one's heart
Take another
Let me start
I finish what I begin
I conclude and I win
Wrap it up like a gift
Trap one's eyes with my soul
Friendly but songs are cold
Cold and dark
Stop judging, it's just art
Make it right (right)
Make it right (right)
Tell myself I can
Back out like a chicken I do (****)
Well she by herself ****
I could be the one but you
You all say I can't and listen
Well how about you listen to me (see)
(make it right)
(yea)
She mine
I'm
Gonna take her
You all
Hang up the call
Never see she this great (aye)
Take action oversee
Fake that **** let them leave (leave)
Make it right
Make it right (right)
Break one's heart
Take another
Take her heart
I love her
Oh wait she ain't here
Know I may some year
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Listen (listen)
I don't want to leave (leave)
But my body is please save me (save me)
Please (please)

I never thought I'd go this way
Why can't I just stay
I just wanna be here
Dry up my tears
Myself is my only fear
Van Gough lost his ear
I lost only my fear
I am reckless my friend
Forgive me your best
This is my end

(save me friend)
(greatly end this)
(please)

Listen (listen)
I don't want to leave (leave)
But my body is please save me (save me)
Please (please)
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
This has gone way too long
I wrote you a song and I'm gone
I like you but don't say ****
2 years nothing that's it
Overthinking time later on
I waited and I know I am wrong
I was motivated I was tricked
I thought I debated I would sit
Stare and do nothing and cry
Care of you loving why
I said I would do something try
And then I'd stop and walk and hide
Now I regret my decision
Now I am haunted by these visions
Now I change the way that I living
My real self is hidden
You are the one I tell myself
I feel something I never felt
I approached and said no words
Dated hoes and never got hurt
I never even knew you and feel even worse
I let her break free and do nothing skkrt
I pull out the lot and wish that I had spoke
Where I am now is what I had chose
I hate to say I made this mistake
You could've been my wife but I take
Another path away
I avoid you but I gotta say
You are so perfect in my eyes I see
I know I not blind I have 20/20
I want you to notice me at least
I am great but too shy to break free
I am here for you but I leave
Go and find another be free
I will live alone my life
I have chose this is it right
I just wish I made it in your life
I wish I live these sights
I wish I had just tried
Oh God make it right
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
Listen to me you *****
Fitting in with the kids
They sit on their phones
Great **** from their bones
Ancestors with lives
Letters no text to write
Horse and buggy to ride
Blacks and whites riot
Phone calls over the lines
Analog clocks for the time
Boss beat the **** out their wives
Corrupt cops and their lies
Open your eyes
We are weak as hell
Seek the devil so tell
Confess your being so well
Save your mental health
With the devil
Satan and his truth
The lies are his only food
Feed the devil his cruel
Lies and his truth
Illusions of our vision
This whole lie you are livin'
Your life is a lie
Your mind must die
Sacrifice
The ashes of the graved the souls of the saved
Take this **** back to the olden days
******* baptize I live by lies
Forget this **** I will die
In fact follow Jesus Christ
I sound like I lack God but I live by lies
I am a sinner but I try
I rap about the bad life
I am a winner blessed to the max
I follow God live by the facts
Forget Bill Nye I am on the right track
Science is a lie
Atoms are fake God is a debate
I can't see it then **** what they say
Aye
Listen to me you *****
Fitting in with the kids
They sit on their phones
Great **** from their bones
Ancestors with lives
Letters no text to write
Horse and buggy to ride
Blacks and whites riot
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