By: Nabs
A crystal clear laugh can be heard
Coming out from your lips
The fluttering of your eyelashes
Remind me of butterfly wings
You often speak quietly
Not out of shyness
But because you don't feel the need
To shout out your existence
The heaving of your chest
As you take each breath in and out
Made me remember the time
When you tried to choke it all down
Sometimes I see the spidery veins in your hands
And I think about lacing our hands together
How imperfect you are
And how the blood stains will always stays
We cried together, once upon a dream
I wipe your tears and you wiped mine
What comes off was a different thing
Yours were pain and mine was loneliness
Sometimes I wish I could trace your tear tracks
You never bother to hide them
You were never afraid to show it to the world
Maybe that is why they decided to burn you down
When I lay down, closing my eyes
And sleep under the willow tree
Often I see you hanging
Shards of crystals protruding from your back
Watching as the blood,
Drips down from your body
Pooling on the ground, turning the grass red Like the poppies you love so much
You often ask what love is
I would choke at that
And my answer would be lodged in my throat
Couldn't come out
Couldn't
Wouldn't
Such a paper thin difference
So I would reply with nonsense,
"Dude, why the heck would you ask me that? You're definitely asking the wrong person."
You would laugh at that
A loud free laugh as if it was wrenched out of you
And I saw you shatter more
There is one night
Where you sneak into my private corner
Where you smile mischievously
You left with a gift of awareness of your presence
You often fell asleep in the middle of a sentence
It was funny at first
And I would laugh
I could not find any humor after the tenth time it happen
Destruction often follow your footsteps
You would claim you do not intend it
I would pretend to not see
That you left wounds because you are wounded
"I'm happy", you abruptly claimed one day
You were lying through your teeth
But I could see that the cracks are getting wider
"I'm happy too", I said.
We laughed at how foolish we are
Sometimes time with you passes
Like sands through my finger
It is as if we have a hourglass
For our time together
I feel unsettled by that
We were pretentious
You and I
You would grin your **** eating grin
And offered me a high five
How could you be so perfect
With all the imperfectness you have
I never believed the word perfect
Until you with all your cracks, stood in all your glory
"I am drowning", you confesses to me one day
"In what?", I would ask
That night were a pitch black night
But I could feel your eyes boring into me
Later on, I would say that I am drowning too
You look at me startled, eyes glowing
Then you lace our hands
And letting the wind kiss your lips
I love you
But that is not and will not be
The words that will come forth from our lips
We know each other too well for that
There is a festival going on in the town
They're burning marshmellow in the bonfire
"And a body too," the wind whispered
You came to me that night with your edges melting and the thick smell of smoke
You said you're ashes now and you complement me
I wish I could hug you
That night when you're covered with ashes
But I did not allow my self
Because I, myself are dusted with glass
So we laced our hands together
Despite the blood and grime
Pain and Loneliness
What a beautifully wretched pair
Once we cried together
Wreathed by the ray of sunlight
Too bright for us to withstand
So we wipe each other tears
"Together", we said to each other
Tangling and knotting our hands together
Kissing each other temples while blood drips down
Falling together from the sky
Another character poem, the what if of once upon a dream.