There is so many people in our world
But only some stay true
And the ones that do  I thank you
Now in this world is it no full of misery
Full of pain no gain and all losses
What is the point of living in a world so dark and cold
Where there are rapes every day and mass murders every other week
I cannot stand this God please help me
Your child is in pain
And she wish's it to stop
Where Do I stand In a world full of darkness?
But I stay by God in victory
Hope was lost
But now I found it
I hope others discover this same kind of joy

do you remember when you left my bed
for the last time that dark december night?
you were angry and i was cold
i couldn't give you exactly what you wanted--
your desire, a warm invitation into a life i didn't know i'd want
but now as i see you through tinted windows at red light intersections
and i catch our friends saying your name in hushed tones
i find myself face to face with you in my midnight thoughts
wondering what i'm missing from our past life together
slow kisses, warm embraces, soft smiles
the way you held my hand as you drove your car
the way you grabbed my neck and pulled me closer
the way you wiped away these incessant tears
all the things that kept me close to you
but i can't forget the things that pushed me away
echoing arguments, unrealistic expectations, alcohol-dependent nights
the way your irreverent temper slashed my autonomy
the way you despised sobriety but only around me
the way that I was never enough
do you miss me like i miss you,
or do you hate me like i hate you?