You use to wonder how it was like to live a perfect life,
A life without worries, without struggles, without darkness and sadness
But then you realize that it is all apart of life itself.
You must learn from your experiences, good or bad.
Even if it means to move on from something that you gave your heart to.
Even if you want to show the darkness to the light,
Leave it in gods hands to bring the truth out.
In the end you just want to be free.
Free with the ones you love
......just free and happy.....

Night time is the best time for me
It's when i can be more alive
More productive and more free
I can sit back or go for a dive
A dive into my mind that sometimes
I dont want to leave
I turn off all the lights as i lay in the dark
Laying on my bed looking at the ceiling
I dont like the darkness
And I Close my eyes to see the same thing.
Whats the difference.
Why does the darkness surround me to the point that its lies are holding me back from the light handing me the truth.
Why cant i pull the ones i love out of the dark hole that the bad dug for itself
I know i know. I can't use force
And if its not my work
My hands shouldn't be *****
I can turn on the lights so everyone can see
Just so they can open their eyes and mind
But when the truth goes against what you believe
You'll have no choice but to accept that there is darkness everywhere.
Ive been in the darkness.
Ive been in the shadows
Ive been a puppet
Ive been in the negativity
I was that kind caring person who catered To other people's selfish intentions.
Was..... I was...
It hurts moving on.  But it hurts even more to stay in the darkness after seeing the light.