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Two months --
And a maybe
68 days --
And a .1% chance
Eight more days
To take upwards of three
tests to see
If my life --
Our life --
Is changing
Or maybe I was right the first time, Just mine
Because when I told you about worry
You told me about clinics
When I talked about
Talking to parents
You told me you didn't even want your mom to know
Seventeen and Sixteen
You tell me you don't want to be a statistic
Another cliche
But I don't want to be a graveyard
I don't want to grow flowers either
You asked me why I'm worried now
And I have no words to describe the feeling in my gut
The odd sense of paranoia
With no evidence for my worry
A little over 9 weeks
And a trembling thought
2632 hours
And anxious feelings
-P.S. I'm keeping it-
There are no distractions
        at 3:10 A M

There's not even a breeze
       no stirring of wind

I sit alone in silence
        listening to nothing

No , no I'm not in any
        kind of suffering

Just letting my consciousness
        expand beyond the borders

Beyond the mountains
        and the sea's waters

Not even the space
        surrounding the stars

There are no limits
        as to just how far

My universe
        is my man made cosmos

A thought turning to whim
        Seen through like ghost  

I sit alone in silence
        but I'm not really lonely

I have all of my friends :
        mayonnaise , mustard and lots of baloney
When strangers arrive be nice to them. Offer kindness. Recommend beautiful places, delicious homeland cuisine and exquisit wine and healthy beverages.
Here I am all of yours,
Full of pain, waiting for cures.
Here I am, on my knees,
I need some love, Heal me please.

Standing in the black out
I can't bear any more
I'm tired of this wandering,
I need my home sea-shore...

Here I am, All in dark,
All I need is a light spark
Here I am, All alone
For my sins I could never atone

Standing in the hall of pain
I can't bear any more
I'm tired of this wandering,
I need my home sea-shore...

Here I am,from the life I stepped down,
Waiting for a hand to help before I drown.
Here I am, trying to find a new life,
Against the stab of worldlings, who if rife.

I am tired of this searching,
Now I am going to stop.
If that's written in my destiny,
Goodbye to tear drops.

Here I am
Guys Please tell me How'z that?
Please give your comments, Advices And Reviews.
Thanks A Lot!
I may not have heard you call my name
*but i felt your spirit
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