I put a strong front,
I know I do.
Trust me.
I'm scared.
That with the distance
You have pulled back.
Attempting to break
the bond we have.

I'm Scared,
You got scared too soon
Gave up too easily
When it got hard

I'm scared,
thet when I get to see you
you'll be distant
I'll have to pretend
with my Strong face
Pretend,
That you wouldn't
Have  just killed me.
Tore my heart to pieces,
Crushed my dreams,
Crushed my hopes ,
Ruined a future,
I was hoping to have,
With you.

Because, To me
It's always been you ,
All this time,
All this distance between us,
It's always ,Just been you.

I'm scared
I'm Frightened to the fibre of my bones,
Of seeing you again.
I promise you,
I might not have the strength
to put on my strong face.
I'm scared ,
Everyone will see  me,
Breakdown, Completely Crushed.

Keep you with me ,
My heart can't bare the thought
Of you not in my life
My mind can't sustain the thought of it.

You have a way
To make me laugh
when I least expect to.

If it were upto me
I wouldnt be this far away
from you
I'd build us,
Build this raw beautiful thing
we found between us.

I can't bare it ,
Loosing us.
I won't bare it.
I just can't
Loose you.

You were the fire,
I longed for,
I needed ,
All along,
To burn me up,
Fill me up ,
Revive me,
Awake me ,
From the Illusion
of made up Peace.

I feel it
So slow and steady
As it creeps in.
Enforcing its will on me
slow is steady it says
as it breaks me down

Slow is steady
as I feel every minor change
Every Fibre touched

As I feel
Walls break down
Teary eyes,aches
Weeary, unsettled
Harder to breath
I'm drowning .

Save me
Please.

He told her she was pottery; a vase with grooves and cracks.
The patterns of the history she hid behind her back.

Within his words he layered in- like thread upon a loom-
The sweetest undercurrent to illuminate that gloom.

In certain cultures, he decreed, when pottery is cracked
They aggrandize them with gleaming gold to bring their splendor back

For they believe, with certainty, once damage has been wrought
Those tiny cracks, now filled with light, hold truths that can't be taught.