Samantha Marie: Poems

294 · Sep 2017

Samantha Marie Sep 2017

Distressed with enough built up pain to hurt any who come near
Sobbing from dusk to dawn at the conclusion I will never be able to accomplish happiness
When others are deep in slumber I demand for it to end
Or wishing it never began
Yearning to feel that pain to divert the hidden pain
Content with the thought of vanishing without a trace

9/12/2017
I cringe knowing this can all happen again

#depression #sad #hurt #pain #dark #crying #mental #end

268 · Nov 2017

Three Words

Samantha Marie Nov 2017

Three Words

"Don't say anything stupid" I whispered

. . . "I love you" were his next words

11/10/17
Three simple words said but I can't seem to decipher the meaning
Stupid because who would ever love me, or stupid because you fell in love with me

#love #hate #him #hurt #confused

254 · Oct 2017

Fling

Samantha Marie Oct 2017

Fling

I'm often seen as the fling
A one night only type of girl
The type they brag about and pursue as a sport
Only for them when they are looking for a good time
They crave the exterior but never stay long enough to see the interior
Always short term never long term

10/25/17
I have only ever wanted someone to truly care
To been seen more than a one night stand

#feelings #hurt #pain #sad #used

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