I was in the middle
Fiddling with my head
Dreading every step
Trepidation fear and dread

All at once it hit me
We’re all inside this flow
Knowing you, I should’ve seen
Gleaned the twist, but no

I was blind again
When I looked within
Sin and death were lurking there
Where then should I begin?

All at once you revealed
Sealed secrets of the past
Lasting truths I’d forgotten
Penning me in at last

I never thought I can stand again
I never thought I can walk again
I never thought I can fix myself

And I never thought I can Love again.


I never thought
that this day would come
that you my love,
will fix this broken piece of mine

I never thought that
You...
Will be there
when I have no one.
will pick me up
when I'm so down

And It's You
My love...
the reason why I'm inspired

Yeah it's you
It is you My love.
The reason why I'm inlove.

It's 4:18 AM
I'm Wide awake
and the sun is about to knock off
this darkness that confines my sight.
Just like what you did to my heart
when you happen to my life.
You broke the barriers I made to protect my self
from being in pain again.
Now here I'am
never thought
I'd be happy like this
again
And it's already 4:30 AM
And the sun is about to say
hello to the world
And give the world another chance
to be better than yesterday.
like what you did to my heart
when you happen to my life.

I have a deck of cards you gave me
but the pack is empty
sans a few memories
and an exact-o blade
for when I'm reminded of what I am
....
I opened it today, to point the blame
at my scars
at my self
at my everything

because I said you were mine,
but I meant you could be mine,
if noone wanted to take your place
but someone has,
so just become a card in this house
and let me blow you away with my memories

my mind
knows
it’s done,
we’re over.

yet,
my heart
still beat,
it seeks

—for you

The mind is the greatest obstacle that stands between us and happiness.

I've experienced OCD, anxiety and depression.
I've been in the depths of despair.
There have been times where I'm always afraid something terrible will happen.
There have been many nights where I've doubted I will wake up in the morning.
Days where I constantly do routine after routine, making me feel mentally exhausted.
Wondering if my life will always be like this, if I'll always be worrying for the rest of my life.
The best way to describe it, is I was in constant fear.
If you want to enjoy your life, face your fears and stand up to them.