SableNocturne

SableNocturne Nov 2021

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Ijustwannadisappear

Oct 2021

Elena

Her eyes were fiery
While her lips peeled away
Her sun was setting
But her colors never fade
When she bites she is bitter
But when she smiles she is sweet
Like a nectarine emblem
She’s the fruit of life’s tree.

#orangepopsy #nectarine #fruit #tree

SableNocturne Oct 2021

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Idon’twannarememberanythinganymore

Oct 2021

Aishu

Why can't you see the truth

Why can't you see
The pain and hurts
behind the tears, I shed

Why can't you see
The scars outside are from
the wounds inside, I bleed

Why can't you see
That I am not me
at all moments, I breathe

Why can't you see
My heart being slashed and sliced
by the battles, I exist

Why can't you see
The truth behind my eyes

Why can't you see me the way I see you

Oct 2021

Aishu

I am made of love

Love is what I have
Love is what I see
Love is what I need
Love is what I could give
Love is what my heart desires
Love is what I am made of

SableNocturne Oct 2021

Never Alone

Are you too scared to be alone? Are you too scared to be with your thoughts? Are you too scared to listen to them? Are you too scared of finding out who you really are when no one’s watching? Are you too scared of never being normal again?

#prose #alone #lonely #normal #thoughts #feelings #emotions #numb #lost

Oct 2021

Ciel Noir

Online

sometimes I spend too much time
online
it feels so strange
to go outside
and be myself
in front of everyone else
it's hard to forget
that the world has eyes

online I can be anyone
but outside I am one person
exactly one
no avatar and no veneer
not everywhere or nowhere
exactly here

and when I am here
really here
I feel my feelings
hope and fear
love and desire
when I am not numbed by a screen
I am on fire

sometimes it is
too much to feel
too visceral
too bright
too real

and so I spend my time online
afraid to be a human
afraid to be alive