Andrew Choo

May 2018

Meera

My pen bleeds
As its ink seeps
My words cry
The seer weeps
I keep scrawling
Until my pain recedes
Walking on my way
Where my lament leads
Crumbling to bones
Changing to fit the needs
My frailty drives me
As nothingness breeds
In madness I did
Those fearful deeds
Now I'll have to pay
The price of my greed
Making me suffer
My demons succeed
In the garden of love
I feel like a ****
I am looking for my way
To the flowery meads
Where the chains will be shattered
And then I will be freed

Sometimes you just feel lost and there seems no way out

#cries #demons #pain #weeds #meads

May 2018

Traveler

LIVE A LIE

If you could feel
Certain thing I've done
The rush in my desires...
I assure you most
Would cut and run
From the lake
That burns like fire

Dancing to a primal beat
Where life is trampled
Under feet
To feed the furnace
Of evermore
No time for love
Or even war

If you could see
Through shell shocked eyes
You'd know just why
I live a lie
...

Traveler Tim

#crazy

May 2018

Black Leaf

Tired

I'm tired.
Tired of everything.
I just want to sleep,
And never wake up again.

No, I'm not lazy,
I'm not running away from life.
I'm just tired of the world and myself,
And too tired to change anything.

#tired #life #sleep #die

Andrew Choo May 2018

I wish....

I wish you'd know what goes on in my mind.
I wish you'd know that I'm not happy.
I wish you'd know that I live in the dark.
I wish you'd know that I wear a mask.
I wish you'd know that I cut myself.
I wish you'd know that I want to **** myself.
I wish you'd know that I hate myself.
I wish you'd know that I'm ****** at myself.
I wish you'd know that I was abused.
I wish you'd know that I'm not afraid to die.
I wish you'd know that I'm afraid to talk.
I wish you'd know that my life depends on pride and strength.
I wish you'd know that I will prove you wrong.
I wish you'd know that I wish I were dead.
I wish you'd know that I feel so worthless and useless.
I wish you'd know that I'm struggling.
I wish you'd know that I'm going mentally insane.
I wish you'd know that I'm dying.
I wish you'd know that I'm torturing myself.
I wish you'd know that I have anxiety and depression.
I wish you'd know that my silence is not isolation.
I wish you'd know that I'm broken and bound.
I wish you'd know that I just want you to listen.
I wish you'd know that I'm not good/okay/fine.
I wish you'd know that I just want a friend who'll be there.

#wishes #thoughts #youdontknowme

May 2018

stephanie burrows

a dark soul

Help me
To understand why
so many lies are told.
Promises made but
Never kept.
Tears caused by you
Pain in a fragile heart
You put there.
Another meaningless
Sorry said.
I never could find
Any good in you,
Because your as dark
As your soul.

This is about how you can try to find the goodness in some people. But the truth is you might not always find what your looking for.

May 2018

stephanie burrows

loves lie

Love is
False promises shatter dreams.
A broken heart tears cried.
A pain that doesn't stop hurting.
A painful sting that stops you breathing.
Thoughts that don't let you sleep.