I try to write, to express
My happiness, my pain
All those feelings, unexplained

Yet as the pen touches the paper-
No words are scribbled,
No sentences framed

Only etches of mistakes,
loops of black ink
Of caged feelings that never escaped

An alien bug
Gliding around on sunbeams
Colors scattered in wind

Can you feel my love
Roots rising from underneath the ground
Reaching for you, through you
Rekindling our veins and following our hearts desire
For true love can’t be a Lier,

Divine union, said the whispers
That was the gift after the blisters
Attaining Conviction,
Was part of the lesson

Can you feel, my love?
Foot secure, hand in hand
Mending of a void
No longer paranoid
Did you notice that too, my love?

Been a year my love
Drowning in tears, and the sun
Rises in peace my love
Feet in fear and rust
Nurture the love I must
Gusts fills in for the silence and frust
Did you notice that too, my love?

Can you feel my love?
Roots rising from underneath the ground
Reaching for you, nothing taken for granted
Rekindle our veins and follow our hearts desire
For true love can’t tier?

Can you still see me

Standing in this dark room

Talking to the memory of you

Your hand is back in my hair

The love is still there

Just like you never left

But that is not my life

I couldn't sit pretty

To let you create a pretty lie

And now I'm here and for all I know..

You may have died.