It all starts to come.
Everything.
All the emotions.
All the feelings.
Feel that hot burning feeling.
See those teary eyes.
Feel the sensation of hurt.
Then you can't stop it.
The water works just come.
And yet I see myself enduring it all.
Just to come out alive.
Just to survive.

I cannot find solace anywhere anymore.

I do not find comfort in
the pages of the novels on my shelves.

I have lost interest in
the shows and movies streamed onto my television.

I can never find
the right song that fits the things I am feeling.

Everything that once gave me a reason to live has lost its appeal.

I live for only you now.

My body is larger
because I have a whole universe inside me
trying to break free.

How sad it is that I love someone else,
Whilst you are standing there with your heart cut into pieces,
And I, knowing that he doesn't love me at all.

I'd let you slice open my veins because I know you'd stitch them up.