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 Dec 2019 Hannah
D
loneliness is a drug best taken in the company of others
when love is felt with numb hearts and laughter reaches the ears of the deaf
take it slow over the course of many days so as to not alert your sisters and brothers
until finally one day there's nothing left
if a young woman screams her anguish in a forest and no one is around to hear it was she ever really in pain
 Dec 2019 Hannah
23Dreptate
Remember me for when am gone
Let my funeral be solidified with black and white
For I go to a place where there is no sun
Where there is no light
Where I won't ignite your laughter with fun
Where ill only sit back crying at my plight.

Remember me when am laid to rest
May my memories be your lullaby
Though am not the first
But my death will be your last cry
And your last quest
You'll have with me when I go down dry.

Remember me my dear
For by the cold hand of death I'm carried away
To a place where my only companion is fear
Of where my soul belongs and where it will stay
Deep down of the peace I may not have so near
But remember me for this I pray.
 Apr 2018 Hannah
Corvus
Hamza
 Apr 2018 Hannah
Corvus
Some things don't end smoothly.
It's not the slow braking of a car,
A seamless transition from driving to a standstill.
Sometimes you need to slam on.
And it never happens silently,
There's always a screech or a thud or a gasp,
It takes you by surprise and it lurches you forward.
You have to hold on for dear life.
The unexpected nature of it wreaks havoc on your insides;
Butterflies are woken up from your stomach and become nausea.
You check to see if all your limbs are intact, or in fragments.
Then you do the same for your heart,
Searching to see if it went through the windshield
Or if it managed to stay held inside by your unyielding ribs,
Only ever collapsing under the strain of breaths,
Hyperventilating into an airbag.
Some things don't end smoothly.
It's not the steady sigh of relief,
It's the jagged, shaky breaths that never fully extend
In or out, and there's no calming halt afterwards,
Just a process of continuously hitting the brakes.
 Sep 2017 Hannah
jean
I tend to love
broken things.
And sometimes, I get broken
by the things I love.
 Sep 2017 Hannah
J
Closure
 Sep 2017 Hannah
J
Closure must be imaginary,
maybe I’m undeserving.
I feel like I’m chasing a fantasy
that I earned and had taken from me.
 Sep 2017 Hannah
Lemon
You left me
 Sep 2017 Hannah
Lemon
I was but a child
A small girl learning about the world
And what it held for me

I wanted you there with me
With me all the way
But you departed so quickly
I hadn't noticed you were gone
Until it was too late to try

I spoke joyfully at your side
But you had not responded
I hadn't noticed you were gone
Until it was too late to cry
I am sad Π^Π
 Jul 2017 Hannah
Hannah Adair
Circle back to me.
Check in, check out-
I guess-
we’re ok today.

My heart and mind know
what I am waiting for, but
something is missing.

We’re on separate
pages, and maybe even
on separate books.

You want to love me;
To build, to grow, to learn, and
all the things between.

But I’m in peril.
Floating between right and wrong.
The good and evil.

And I’m not sure that,
the girl you fell in love with
exists anymore.
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