Always elected. Washed 'til torn. Had the line loved best. Worn in rest, at play. But now its dated, It's too tight. Tagline no longer fits. Time to remove and toss away. Favorites are outgrown. Replaced by new bests. Time frays even favorites.
Being in this room in the dark can become so unbearable. Thinking about you and missing you so much it actually hurts is unbearable. Wishing you missed me too and realizing that I have gotten to the bottom of the ocean; As low as you can go. I still love you, always will. It’s unbearable.
I put on your deodorant when I was getting ready for work because I wanted to smell like you. I knew it would be the last time your scent followed me. Like the last time I would lay with you, or kiss you or touch you. Missing you is the hardest thing I’ve ever done, and I have to do it again. I know I’ll be okay in 6 months but right now, I’m not.