Anailen

Anailen 22m

this relationship feels like its just on your terms

i keep giving and giving and giving and you just take take take, but you do give the slightest back

it feels like youve tied a stick with a bone on it on my back, so i can smell the bone but cant ever truly get it

i just want to be worthy of your bone

Idek why i try atp

#relationship #wlw #sad #love #melancholy

Anailen Jun 4

seek comfort

i just wish
that you
would seek
the same comfort
that i seek in you

Im tired of this

#sad #melancholy #wlw #relationship #problems #comfort

Anailen May 30

maybe another time

i dont know why

i even

get my hopes up anymore

This one may or may not be abt my father, ALSO CRESIT TO MY LOVELY FRIEND TEETH/CHESHIRE FOR THAT BEAUTIFUL TITTLE AHSSKKSJHSJS

#melancholy #father #daddyissues #sad

May 30

Kaiden

The blade

In a box, in the last drawer,
A blade lies.
Feeding off the quiet cries,
Not quitting, even though it tries.

Having an idiot to please,
Because SOMEONE is upset,
Cutting off the bad emotions,
Hatred, longing and regret.

So like... This one feels extremely unfinished BUT I WAS LIKE 12/13 WHEN I WROTE THIS... and i guess it's the pov of the blade once you use it

#selfharm #depression #suicide #blade

Anailen Apr 18

nothing poetic

there is nothing poetic about the way i take up space

I hate how much space I take up

#ed #sh #sad #melancholy

Anailen Apr 17

her

i need to drown in your scent
to be engulfed in your presence
to melt in your arms
and become one with you

For my girlfriend (i will probablynever show her). I was writting this and she texted me which I think isn't a coincidence. I wish I could do even the most mundane things with her. Wish people would just accept us as is.

#wlw #queer #love #relationship #girlfriend #melancholy

Apr 16

aAr

what a waste

"what will they think?"- the
thought i had the most in my
entire existence.

#fearofjudgement #haiku