Eyes so deep, you could drown
Felt like seeing a queen with a crown
She looked like she was in a foreign land
Broke away from a life that was bland
Smiling like a fool but was aware too
A big responsibility, only taken by a few
She was ready to take the next step
Now all that was left was for her to prep

What do I even owe to you?
The stories you brew,
Were from your side
Now let me tell mine, now go hide!
You broke my heart, and only told lies
I didn't have a clue, but now I despise
Every moment I ever thought of you
I thought you did the same, it wasn't true
Told I didn't gave "us" a chance
When I was purely in trance
But I wish you know, how happy I'm now,
And I  wish someday you'll too only have love to endow.

Dreamt about you last night
Remembered everything about you
Like we didn't stop talking three years ago
It still pains to this day though

Everytime the door chimes
It makes me remember the times
When you didn't give a dime
And made me think i committed a crime,
When i let you go
But now my heart an earthquake you know
You made it so easy to leave
And made me believe
That i was the problem all along
But did we ever belong?

Caught my own reflection one day
Broke the mirror the other day
Thought i could be there for myself
But i just stare at those antidepressant on the shelf .
Look out for people to talk
But my privacy got block
Afraid they be seeing what am hiding
And it's honestly freighting
Gonna take lot of bad memories to my grave
So am gonna be this remorseful till that date.

Cried and cried all night
Looking for a day that will be bright
With just me and my inner peace
I did grew out of you, i don't miss
All the time that i spent with you
Rather i came as anew
Though i do hope you will get the one who i couldn't be
But maybe i did find someone right for myself , that's me.

Failed once, failed twice
But be optimistic, that's the advice
I wonder, when I'm allowed to cry
And finally let go, and open my eye
To accept the way I'm, with flaws,
And Imperfections all around cause
I am not comfortable with winning
Yet, I'm really alright with failing once again.