I was sitting alone at lunch
As one does everyday
Thinking
listening
And looking around
Until I see this group of girls come my way

Are they coming toward me?
I wonder in a panic
As they get closer and closer
Giggling and chatting
With their pretty little smiles

"Hey, do you want to sit with us?"
One of them asks
I pause a moment in disbelief before I answer
"Yes, of course!"

"Oh my god, your hair is so pretty"
One of them says
"Thank you so much!" I say as everyone is still gushing

I sit down with them not really knowing how to feel
Some minutes pass
And I realize
They're are actually, kind of nice?!


Still not like me at all
Wearing their makeup and doing their dances
But I decide that it's okay
And it doesn't really matter

Tomorrow
I will not sit alone

I hope only
That this will be better
At least
Won't be worse