Liana

Liana 1h

Our stomachs weren't made to be flat
They were made to keep our food

Our arms weren't made to be thin
They were made to hold the ones we love

Our noses weren't made to be small and cute
They were made to smell the world

Our thighs weren't made be skinny
They were made to help us walk

Your body is being a body
Thats what it's supposed to do
I need to remind myself that
I think so do you

Looked in the mirror last night right after my shower and thought of this.

(This note is written by the mirror you dropped and broke but didn't give you bad luck for seven years. People drop this sometimes, it's okay.)

Liana 20h

Pencil Between My Teeth

Depressed and angry at the world
I put a pencil between my teeth
My last resort
I hope with all I have
It will make me feel better

My mom once told me that the physical act of smiling could make you happy, and that putting a pencil between my teeth and not letting my lips touch it counts. Whenever I'm in kind of a bad moment like now I think of it. Sometimes I do it when I've tried everything else I can bare, like right now.

(This note was written by your clothes that you wear everywhere and see all that you do. Luckily, they don't care)

1d

Nobody

forget II

i want to forget
the awful things that you did
but they keep repeating
repeating
repeating
in my head
so every night
i lay awake
letting your words repeat
repeat
repeat
in my head
forever
until the day i die

haha
i really hope that's gonna come soon

#trauma

Liana 1d

Therapist Friend

Tell me about your problems
Not that serious but I listen
Glad to of course
Honerd that you wanted to speak to me

But then you went and ruined it

I wanted to say something about myself and you said
"But it doesn't relate to me "

(This note was written by you in your dreams. Don't you remember?)

Liana 1d

Journey over the rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow
There's peace
I just need to find someone
Any kind person
To take the journey with me

In my drafts for a while

(This note was written by a giraffe with a short neck that was the first loving creature to like cafeteria food)

Liana 1d

Midnight

For some
When the clock hits midnight
The new day has started
They're in their bed all cozy and asleep
And then they're people like me
Where the terrors have just begun

Now is the time to pay
For the work you have procrastinated from
And the feeling locked up

At midnight most of the world resembles my thoughts----
Dark
Which never helps much

12:00 the clock reads
My head messes with the number as it always does
1+2=3
Three is a bad number
But twelve can be divided by six
And equal two
Two is a good number
Obviously

I hate math
But my head does this with times such as midnight
And generally bittersweet things

Memories of walking around in circles during recess
12345678
12345678
I repeated until it was over

Midnight feels unreal
But too real at the same time

Midnight
I wish I was asleep
But I'm kind of afraid to be
How can I be so tired, but not sleepy?

Midnight
You confuse me

(This note was written by supercalifragilisticexpialidocious's best friend's cat's dead bird)

Liana 2d

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Thoughtswhat'sarewrongpilingwithover,mystopheadnow

Sorry you had to experience that
Another one where I make you suffer

(If you didn't get it, do every other word)

(This note was written by your oven that has an irrational fear of 8 legged cats who have turquoise mustaches and drink alcoholic vegetable oil)