From all these years questioning why I am alone? Now I can simply answer, it was a choice I made that never made sense since until I see I was behind all closed doors.
Happy new year my feelings and friends here.... Stay happy even alone...
"I'm trying But I can't" I respond My head hurts Fingers throb Brain overflows
"Don't worry Be happy" It's on loop Like it always is When I'm anxious And able to
"When you're worried Your face will frown And that will bring Everybody down" He explains
"I'm sorry" I sob
Can't sleep. The world is killing me. Anxiety is filling me. I can't breathe. I can't be. Help...
P.S. sorry I haven't been able to react and see of of everyone's stuff recently. (This note was written by a tear that cried tears that cried tears that cried)
Bipolar, they called it, the tide within me, Rising, falling, a moonlit frenzy. You, with your papers and promises made, Couldn’t meet the storm; your respect decayed, And I, adrift, watched the world betray me.