You must know that if I were not 20 and relatively broke,
I'd be on the next plane to you.
You need to know that I am a miserable texter and I always miss calls,
And missing you is the only thing I do better.
You should know that it is so true- distance makes the heart grow fonder,
Though I find myself only fond of the days that you were 10 minutes down the road and not 10 hours.
I ache for the long drives down silent roads at 12 am and the long coffee dates at 2 in the afternoon.
I ache for the time we had time at our leisure and it was not down to counting the days until I see you next.
You need to know that in my darkest moments, yes, a call will do. But I'm kidding myself if I think that's what I really need.
I miss having you by my side rather than on the other side of the country,
Where we are split by time zones and state lines.
I feel torn in two when I get the call about how broken you feel and there isn't a **** thing I can do other than hope the phone line somehow relays how much I really do care.
Trust me, I ache to be with you more than your actual heart aches. I have not met many people like you, people who get me and see me through.
I have not found the people I want to tell all to, people that I fit with.
I fit with you, and I need you to know that it's only fitting when we are together.