Have you stood
enveloped by
circles of
heavy fog

wondering if
a special skill
could clear this
suffocating smog  

and no attempt
to decipher
the map
shines...?

You find
a crossroad
replete with
multiple signs

if you dare step
towards the light
a dead-end presents
obscuring the road

treetops sway
join the ruse
each route
adds a load

Then fresh winds
sing dawn's song
like a lover's kiss
unlocking tracks

the cloak of the
hazy horizon
lifts and you
can relax

you see
you're there
and you're like
an anti-******

he walked away
with the sting
of youth
burning
a halo

noted
by those
who know
that the passage
of the years as time
makes its relentless march
is simply because we got up
and retired to bed as he did
every day of every year

and one day daffodils
were covered by falling
leaves with mulled wine
in mourning as frost waits
knowing it will soon succeed
in bringing lasting shadows to
all living breathing creatures
including the man who
saunters on by

Erstwhile, i cared for none
But now i have a promise
To the Lord that i can be
As worthy as a servant should be  

The earth is my battlefield  
Amid in the evil, wearily i stand
A relentless battle to survive
Trying hard to stay alive.

Each day I'm faced with opponent
In an arena crowded with temptation.
Masters of the dark distort my spirit,
In their deadly game, i am but a pawn.

So weak, i tremble with fear.
This unutterable battle, i am bound to lose.
Lord, send forth thy holy warrior
And save me O Lord, make haste.

He knows my every weakness.
My weakness his console,
But, Lord have mercy on me
For you said "My power works best in weakness."

Permit me as your lowly servant if i deserve,
And send me forth to justify the truth.
Nurture me under Your grace
And i will build in You a strong faith.  

As a roaring lion he may come,
But i will stand still and never move.
For i have faith in You Lord 
I will rejoice and forever be glad.  

Lord, make me wise
That i may know his cunning ways, 
Make a shield around me
And wrap me in Your loving arms.  

I will watch and pray
Lest i get weary,
I have a life to sacrifice,
A heart to give.  

Lord, have patience with me
"O Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger,
Nor chasten me in Your hot displeasure."
For i am but dust and You are my saviour. 

I will prove to be your worthy servant,
I will honor Your grace and love,
Till the day i hear the trumpet,
In that day, i will greatly rejoice. AMEN..

You created it.
Many enjoy it.
Than there are those that wonder?
God, why does love exist?
People acts selfish.
Doesn't appreciate it.
Even abuse it and misuse it.

Sometimes, you must comprehend if you regret it.
We aware you regretted creating humans.
Until you realize our worth and benefits to earth.

Knowing you is worth the admission to opening your heart to love again.

There's not one, who can honestly can't say?
God did it.
If you survive a crisis.
God did it.
Oh, it wasn't lucky.
It was God blessing.

If you ever made it through a storm or natural disaster.
God did it.
Give him credit people.
God did it.

Doctors, lawyers gets their dues when you come through your toughest moment.
But a higher power help them to accomplish it.

So say it.
God did it.
We can't do nothing without courage.
We can accomplish all goals without his direction.

Here's the story we witnessing in athletics.
We recruit you.
Might not educate you.
That's honestly and really truthfully up to you.

What, we hope?
Is you avoid being uneducated.
Smart enough to not **** or attack a woman.
Or really any person.
You determine your consequences of not getting negative attention.

Later on, if lucky.
You get drafted and instantly wealthy.
What, we hope?
You have common sense and knowledge to avoid more trouble.

Money brings women.
And various forms of strippers.
And leeches and yes, even greedy ministers too.

If wise, you find a good woman.
A honest fair lawyer.
And a great accountants and keep your loyal friends.

But what we see?
Is some childish athletes with various kids mothers.
Crying about being low on money.

And they wonder why?

Here is the truth?
The only one looking out for you.
Is you.

And you ponder this?
When money creates trouble seen and unseen.

Looked in the mirror, nd
I didn't recognize who I saw
I placed my hand on the mirror, and
My jaw dropped in awe

She was skinny and pretty
Everything I wanted to be
I turned away and shed a tear
That isn't me...

I stared at her
For a minute, I think.
I tilted my head, she stood straight
I just saw my reflection blink