Jules Harper

Jules Harper Sep 2

Hey look!
A man of potential
Gifted with intuition
Anyone can see

Oh there!
A man who’s capable
Such range they can go
All things they can be

Come see!
A man so dedicated
Devoted to their crafts
Never will break free

And here!
A man with future
Sure would travel far
Oh how they all believe

Lo you!
Nothing but man of potential
The unknown awaits
Life’s all uncertainty

Prithee!
Be more than man of potential
Let all hopes set off
Expectations reached
Let man be of more than potential

One week countdown woohoo

#potential

Jules Harper May 18

5cm

Five centimetres closer we are to each other
But still, it is way too far
I fooled myself I am over you
But I know that will happen never

My heart is so light — so full of love
I want everyone to love you as I do
Instantaneously, my heart grows heavy
Cause I know I will never have you

Short of breath, weighted on the chest
A single drop rolling down my temple
So close to touch, so far to hold
On the shelf, from afar,
You’ll always be my muse

All these are me doing it to myself lol. ฟฟหยุดกี่โมง

Will polish later. Just need to get this out my heavy chest.

Jules Harper Jan 27

my eyes on the back of you

My heart’s sinking deeper than ever
Evermore would I lay in my yearning
Yearning for you whom I cannot have
Have not even the courage to let a sound out
Out of all I’ve done and I still feel
Feel the love for you like a lowly knight
Knight that can do nothing more than look up at his queen
Queen who can **** with just one glance
Glance sweeping through my stare
Stare at your back from a poet’s eyes
Eyes that are made just to avoid yours
Yours, the pair of a doe looking in interest
Rest my burning eyes inside my unworthy soul

Yall this is probably my first semi-proper heartbreak. Wish me luck

Title used to be Untitled. I revisit this cause I need to get my mind off the stress of applying and also I'm kinda bored. Reading this again, all I see is his back in the last frame I captured on my phone and in my mind (that sht burns in there good) and boy do I want to make that pic the title of this piece. But well, whatever cross-media type sht that is, I'm renaming it now.

Jules Harper Oct 2023

occasional attention deficient lovelorn

An occasional attention deficient lovelorn
Thought our rope ends grabbed—maybe I’m wrong
Checking my story for a display of blue
And on people’s pages hoping to see you

Is it implied—that they heard all my cries
—or am I too dumb to read between the lines
That I have never wished for someone else
Filled with feelings I have never felt

Losing my cool, launching towards my bed
Can’t even eat, made yourself home in my head
Want to be so loud, screaming V I like you
Maybe start it all with hi, nice to have met you

Still nothing. My brain and my heart is killing me. And have no idea how to even do this. Please wish me the best.

#lovelorn #crush

Jules Harper Oct 2023

I’d die someday falling for actors

I’d die someday falling for actors
With no respect for people around them
Of how bright the ray they fill the space with
And how it affected these dreams that I dreamt

The ball of warmth and comfort they are
Like the yarns of my heart is getting played
With the powerful paw hiding the sharpest of claws
Ready to strike, while I’d knowingly stay

I don’t know what would happen first: me succeeding in this career path or me getting lovesick-induced heart attack because of these actors’ charismas. Stage people are scary as hell. Pray that I make it out alive.

Also, how do you start talking to a person? Like idk, I’m not the most confident person but I’m in the best state, better than I’ve ever been. Like he’s so adorable is one big reason, but the fact that I’ve never truly loved affects my acting and I want to fix that. So well, I’m letting myself truly feel for the first time and I’m sort of ready to risk it all.

#actors #fall

Jules Harper Aug 2023

Another love poem

First time feeling like Juliet,
staring at you from the balcony
Majestic curly hair,
don’t know if you notice that like I do
Dark brown eyes,
sharp like a knife cutting right into me
And those smile in such hot weather,
somehow a shiver sent down my spine

Talking to your beloved friends,
your laugh could really end me
Don’t know if you know what you’re doing,
but I do know what to
Introducing myself to you,
introducing us, hopefully
That one day you’ll call me darling,
and I’ll call you mine

Last day of being a stage assistant of a 10 50-minute performances. Fun times, met interesting people, one volunteer work that I’ll give 8/10 sincerely grateful for the experiences and exposures.
Looking forward to the future.

#majestic #curly #hair #beautiful #smile

Jules Harper Jun 2023

Casually

My eyes blank stared into nowhere
You casually fixed yours on me
I have been crushing on you
Still try keeping it low-key

I’ve loved your pretty tan skin
You casually complimented me
We sat right next to each other
I was breathing silently

I’m not the most secured person
You casually lean towards me
We were suddenly a step closer,
I’m more comfortable with me

I’ve seen your world as an outsider
While you laugh and cry and sing
Now I get why you’re an actor
So casually you’re radiating

Had a gay panic today because a charismatic af girl in my acting workshop complimented me after our audition at this biggest-production musical I’ve ever encountered. She is amazing as an artist, a friend, and a person. Wishing the best for her and I wish she passes this audition.

#casually #crushing #audition #aftermath