either you are creating problems where there are none, or you are withholding the ways in which i can repair this. i know you are hurting and you know you're being unreasonable, but the difference is that i am trying to change these things while you're holding onto them.
With tracks down your arms, You said to me as we sat by the rails How much you wanted To throw yourself under And welcome the thundering roar Of the next oncoming train.
I hate you. I cannot look at a passing train, Cannot sit calmly and stare out of the window Because every time I hear the engines, I think about what you said to me And the girl you promised to love.
*I hate you.
You still matter to me so much and I hate you. There are so many things which you have just ******* destroyed.