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Lexus Sampaio Aug 2015
Its one o'clock in the morning
Staring at the static screen
Wondering what its like to dream

Every been so lonely it swallows you whole
Like alice ive tripped into wonderland
But the mad hatter is just mad
The red queen is just lonely
The rabbit is just lost and wants to go home

I wake up from the dream
Its night and im still here alone
Missing someone i dont have
Wondering when will it be okay

Night is a time to wonder
But i wonder about this land
And in time i come to understand
That no one can keep me up forever
So i just rest my head..
Lexus Sampaio Aug 2015
Every breath i take comes out as a shake
I cant control this beast inside
I am craving, dieing from this hunger to rage
I cant but i want
I wont but i will
Im a ******* contradiction to everything including myself
Red, all i see is her red hair
The red i wish to spill
The red she will swim in
I will smile for slaughter cannot be spelled without laughter
I am a sick twisted beast
An animal acting on instinct
What will i do
When will it end
How do i end it
She walks with fear trying to cover her tracks with a false bravado
A deer she is
Hunter i am
Go for the ****
Trapped in the headlights
Now all i see is red..
  Aug 2015 Lexus Sampaio
Vira Indigo
Promise me,
'I love you'
will never be
an
*obligation
The most **** thing about a guy has nothing to do with his clothes, hair or eye colour.

It's in the way he looks at you with longing, when you finally find out he wants you just as badly as you want him.

When he pulls you so close to him that there is literally no space between you, because he can't stand the thought of there being any.      

When he kisses you, so that it feels as if he is stealing the air from your lungs, and for those few seconds you forget what air even is.
    
When all thoughts go out the window and its just him, with you,in the most simple way possible.

Now that is the definition of ****.
Pure passion is ecstacy...
  Aug 2015 Lexus Sampaio
oni
you have your hand on my curtains
you wont let the light in

the only thing in my medicine cabinet is cough drops
maybe i should take all of them

you filled my bathtub with sand
and hid my dogs leash

you washed all of my clothes
and wasted all of my bleach

every utensil in my drawer has turned to plastic
and the channels on tv have all turned to static

so i sit in the corner and hold my breath
but you wont allow anything
to bring along my death
Lexus Sampaio Aug 2015
Under the blanket, so warm..
Dont want to leave
So warm and nice
Is this what its like?
Not wanting to get up
Is it the same as not want to live a "life"
Wanting to sleep forever
Is it the same as being under?
Just dont leave..
Just dont live..
Dont laugh
Just stay and love me
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So i told him yes
And stayed in his arms a little longer
Wrapped in them like a blanket
While he slowly pulled me under..
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