I look inside and it is empty
Void of even atmosphere
A book written on black pages
No hope of escaping despair.
Infinite space, nothing really matters
Adam cast out into darkness
A blink of experience shatters
Death is the only constant.
Entropy devours my very soul
Physical bodies dividing us all
Universal laws fill the bowl
Until you see the water fall
Until you witness an atom bomb...

You tie my gut in knots
Never expected this in my plot
Twisting my lochs with
Nervous fingers locking
Hands with you is magickal.

You tie my mind in knots
Its like a roller coaster lost
In space the comet's frost
Ignites a shower of colors
Cascading across your eyes...

You tie my heart in knots
I pray it doesn't clot my
Thoughts about our
Dreams about our
Kids about our
Means of getting by...
And I love having this in common with you.

Words...words, words
Words don't ******* work when your
Mind conducts the chorus ticking
Time distorts our memory until the
Image of ourselves is bleak and left
A lie, alone we shall only ever know
Not a single true thing that's happened...

I can't unlock the doors to my perception
Can't break the floor of my depression
The streets all pour out with indiscretion
Protesting our right to withhold confessions
This process wreaks havoc among friends...

They're just ******* sounds...
How niaeve of me to ever really believe that
I could get to know somebody.
To be deceived by my needs to
Exist socially among busy bees
But we're all just working.

Drinking on sweet honey
Lick her bottle neck when it drips
And don't worry darling when it stings
You're only getting the tip
You're only tasting your own buds
These grooves'll rub your toungue raw
And I saw the way you moved when
That vibration killed the mood and we
Lost the connection.

I find it difficult to write when my
Pen made up of love is filled with
Broken hearts and pointed tongue's.
It's like a gun that's shootin blanks.
Like I drank the rotten soup that
Sloshed inside and made a mess of
Things... won't ever be the same.

I find it difficult to sleep at night
Cause my dreams remind me that
The waning moon sheds our skin and
Im afraid of ending up a sheep
Corralled into a gate that shapes my
Destiny... How cruel of fate.

I find it difficult to speak to you
When emotions rule my thoughts
Of *** and touch, my only tools
Good for fixing lonely souls until our
Hearts beat together and the blood begins to
Pool... Whatever shall we do?

I find it way too ******* easy to
Find a pretty persons face and
Sew them to my quilt of reasons
I'll never be okay with feeling
Like a tea leaf over boiled so
You can get a taste of watered down
Me.

Something important happens to you everyday, but you can't see it.
You're blind; enshrouded.
Nothing is perfect, but you surround yourself with failures intentionally.

We walk through life
Side by side
With brothers and sisters
Husband and Wife.
We talk through strife
Word by word
Allegorical paintings
Sounds and swords.
We stalk through night
Step by step
Deaths shade ever closer
Moons and Stars.
We balk at the height
Thought by thought
Denied immortality
To be, eventually, not.
We choke on the fright
Second by second
Time rotting our plot
Love and genocide.
We met all the same
Day by day
Ill save you from change
Still memories fade.
We blacken the shade
Scar by scar
While holding your hand
Made it worth the burns.
We kissed in our dreams
Heart to heart
Torn at the seams
Doomed to part so...
We love while we can
Set after set
The scent of our thirst
Sweet and sweat.
We've been here before
Life after life
Ill see you again soon
My soul picked yours.

The lid fell off of the
Black pepper grinder.
The steak is still ******
Rank on the slicer
Just finished the study
Work on a splicer
Crust isn't quite sturdy
Snort all the flower
My lips taped with gauze
Cracked, ****** briber
You want it your way
So you'll never find her.