I hope
This works

I hope
We're something

I hope
This wasn't

All for
Nothing

Hollow
Empty
Lost
Panicking

the pain
the memories
standing in the rain
so many mysteries

you make my heart
skip a beat
but at some parts
i want to leave

because they say
"the past can only be forgotten"
but they also say
to "learn a lesson"

and i have not
been able to do either
i always thought
my love would never wither

but here i am
a year later
and the memories slam
my sadness never greater

but i stay by your side
because i always have
it's a crazy ride
but worth it every time

Sometimes
even the strongest
want to accept
a helping hand

Holding hands
in the rain
we are used
to withstanding
pain
just don't let go

I have tried
so hard
to do what I could
to forget

To pretend
it wasn't real

To turn
a blind eye

To believe
in your honesty

I believed
that if it dealt
with my safety
with my level of
comfort
no matter
how unprepared
you were
that you would
care enough
about me
to be honest

But I was
wrong
and she was
right

And I hope that
one day
that trend
will end

And that
I will be
the only one
to know
all your deepest
secrets

And I will
know everything
when
I
need
to