bright green eyes open.
ice in my veins as I hear the sound
green eyes flicker to him
for a moment of a heart beat frozen in time
release of breath
running in the hall to reach the future
running in the hall to save a lost soul
running in the hall to see him praying
on his knees, alone, confused, lost
green eyes flicker
green eyes flicker to red blood on white collar
green eyes flicker
green eyes flicker to words leaving trembling lips
green eyes flicker,
green eyes flicker to tears of the future,
carefully formed by the present
the memories tear my soul apart,
the blue flickering lights
the neon orange jackets, stern voices
the black denial that hurts,
hurts.
green eyes flicker
blue lights flicker
so ******* alone in the hall,
footsteps, merely echo of the past
green eyes flicker, tears forcefully fall
green eyes flicker, whom should I call
green eyes flicker, sliding down the wall
dark green eyes close.
This is tonight. This is my fear. This is my reality.
Tonight was a really ****** night.