Where one dreams is where I battle my inner demons
Trying not to give in and lose my mind
Feeling cold, lonely, and abused
I start running towards the light
only to see that there is no end to this nightmare.

You may hate me but that's fine
I can't be happy with someone else
It pain's me enough to scream my pain out
Knowing its my fault everything fell apart
Waiting for you're hand to pull me out of this darkness
The feeling of time stopping the whole world collapsing
I'm only alive when I'm with you

We try to run from death
hide deep in the darkest hole
only in the moment of silence
do we truely see that death
is right there next to you

holding his scythe tight
aganist you're neck
blood trickling down you're back
shirt soaked
fear instilled in you're heart
time frozen
no where to run
no where to hide
death is here

Feeling alive only when I die
my life is full of contradictions

sitting in a dark room
i Begin to lose myself
thoughts run lose
thinking when it was
that I lost my sanity, my inhumanity
time flys by second by second
clock ticking loud
heart beat fading

deaf to the sounds of the world
blind to the reality
slowly reaching the end
my life expires

thunder strikes
lightning flashes
the room lights up
showing what he had done
blood dripping down his wrist
just another tally

sitting in the room
he Begins to fade in to darkness
wishing to reset to an earlier time
when life was simply brighter.

As I lose myself to fear and despair, I created a world where I can bare my true self.
Not hide behind the disguise that reality thinks is real, where I embrace the deception so that they may go on living in a perfect world.
Although what they call perfect may not be for another, for my smile is a misleading one That even betrays my own trust,
     and still I smile.
confused of who I truly am I escape reality and enter my fantasy, and with every step I take I see the darkness engulf me.
letting me know that no matter where I go reality is sure to follow, still I try escaping reality.

Why should I care?

When it's easy just to give up.

Why must I sit in the darkness?

When the light is just over there.

Why do I always smile?

When all I want to do is cry.

Why am I still breathing?

When I just don't care any more,
            
                     WHY?