There is a strange
Disturbing power
That he has over my heart
For within a day
He takes it
Breaks it
And then pieces it back together
So that I may be
Once more hypnotized
Into some twisted
Form of Love
Unquestioning and
For the moment
Unbreakable

You wouldn't need second chances
If you treated me right

Regret is more than you would think
for it is a dark, dangerous sea
that shall trick my ship to sink
so my tears fill
my lungs and
drown
me

Though this seed
May become a rose
Only with rain
Can it ever grow

The world is made truly
With only three things
Life, Death,
And Dirt
All of which we
Are part of
In the end.

softly, slowly
rising
falling
drifting to sleep,
unaware of the nightmares
waiting for me,

to the sound of deep breaths
and the steady heart
in your chest

I miss this sweet lullaby
in your absence
of every lonely night