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  Sep 2019 Kris Balubar
Isabelle
counting sunrise and
sunset, until tomorrow
finally brings you
  Sep 2019 Kris Balubar
J
I never understood
Why I can't be happy,

It always feels like happy is
Only ever a temporary thing.

Sometimes life drags you down
Life's really not bad yet it hurts,

It's so hard to sleep,
Even worse getting up.

Do I hate myself so much
I refuse to enjoy my life?
Seems like all weeks are tough lately, work is tough but I don't think it's just that.
Babe I hope you know
Every silver lining found
Is shaped just like you
My silver lining forever
Kris Balubar Jan 2019
You promised you'd be a better version of you.
But nothing has changed, you're still a sinner.
Days had passed, and you're still broken.
Still, you barely move in your uncover bed.
Alive, but doesn't want to move a single muscle.
What have you done?
What have you worked?
What have you done with your life?
You promised, didn't you?
Or it was all a script just like in the movie?
Where you said you'll change.
But you didn't, and nothing has changed.
I'm trying to meet my goals day by day, one day at a time.
Kris Balubar Nov 2018
A smile is the sweetest action hidden behind our faces. We smile for a billion reason. A smile after a tough day. A smile that makes everything just fine. Five letters with a little bit of sweet smile.
Kris Balubar Oct 2018
SURRENDER YOUR HEART
REMOVE THE GUARDS AND RELINQUISH THEIR SHIELDS.
YOU NEED TO FEEL THIS THOROUGHLY
LOVE WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE SAFE OR MEASURED SO,
LOVE IRRATIONALLY.
JUMP OFF A CLIFF WITHOUT CONSIDERING CONSEQUENCES,
LOVE SPECIFICALLY.
PAY ATTENTION ON THE SMALLER DETAILS OF THE BIGGER PICTURE,
LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY.
BECAUSE THERE WILL BE DAYS WHEN YOU DON’T LIKE HER, BUT THE LOVE MUST REMAIN AND IN THE EVENT THAT LOVE BREAKS YOU, LET IT BREAK.
DO NOT CLOSE YOURSELF OFF OR SHUT YOURSELF DOWN.
YOUR HEART WILL BE SHAPED AND RESHAPED, BUT IN THE END IT WILL STILL BE YOURS.
AS HUMAN WE ARE BLESSED WITH THE SKILL OF ADAPTATION IT’S KEPT US HERE FOR EONS, YOU WILL ADAPT.
Not mine, but I really love this and wants to share it.
  Sep 2018 Kris Balubar
DJ Bubbles
I imagine that if I could fall in love,
it would be with a woman that...

That if I could tell her all the thoughts I think,
I'd never be allowed to take another breath;
That if I could gaze into her eyes,
I'd never need to blink again;
That if I could find my way,
it would be into her open arms;
That if I could change anything in the world
it would be so that everyone can find their soulmate;
That if I could spend the rest of my life with her,
I'd die smiling alongside the true definition of happiness;
That if I could turn back time,
I'd set us on a collision course
with no peripheral vision;
That if I could tell her how I felt
I would tell her, "I love you"
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