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Indika Perera Jul 28
One day when I’m walking in the sun,
and the rays of the sun warm my shoulders,
I will know you are looking down at me,
shining your bright rays of hope into my heart.

I will look up and see your smile,
and your “Husky stubbornness” too,
sneaking through your mischievous grin,
as if to say ‘I love you’
then I will take a deep breath and,
smile right back at you,
a secret moment shared between two buddies,
that can’t be expressed in words.

You were one of a kind, very unique,
unlike any other dog I’ve met,
You had your own ways of showing,
your love, kindness and affection,
You did not jump on my lap,
or lick my face into a slobbery mess,
You did not ‘speak’ like other huskies,
but talk we did, all the time, you and me,
in our own unique parlance.

You were a scaredy cat, yes you were,
afraid of the slightest rustle of the leaves,
one little noise is all it took,
for you to rush back to Mimi,
and hide behind her back.

You were a gentle one, weren’t you, my love?
never have I heard you raise your voice,
or growl at another dog,
the word ‘mean’ was foreign to you,
Love was the only sentiment you knew.

you had your own way with everyone,
Anishka was your pack leader,
always to be obeyed,
he taught you all the skills you know,
So he was to be honored and held in high esteem.

Mimi was your Mom,
the one you went to for all your needs,
because you knew that in her loving embrace,
was where you would always find,
a gentle kiss and a warm hug.

For your part, you took upon yourself,
the role of “Mimi Protecter”,
self-appointed though this responsibility was,
you embraced it with utmost seriousness,
Mimi was to be protected at all costs,
She was never to be left behind,
you had to make sure that she was in the car,
before you got in yourself.

then there was Tha…

hmm… where do we put Tha?
Tha was your pal, your buddy,
your comrade and your partner in crime,
When you were in the mood to play,
Tha was your go-to-guy.

when you felt like going on a midnight stroll,
in the dead of winter at 2 o’clock in the morning,
in minus 15 weather,
for no valid reason whatsoever,
except that you simply felt like walking,
Tha was your man.

ah yes, me dressed up in 19 different items of clothing,
and you, yes you, you were buck naked,
prancing merrily in the snow,
while I was shuddering in the bitter cold.

ah but these are the moments I cherish,
those unplanned moments of beautiful comradery,
whether it’s wandering through the forest utterly lost,
or swimming across a scream to get back on the hiking trail,
or running away from a mother bear protecting her cubs
we did it together and we did it our way, didn’t we?

From now on, in our hearts is where you will live,
we will forever love you with the purest love we know,
we did not rescue you from a shelter,
but you rescued us with your love.
this is not ‘goodbye’ my love,
it’s simple ‘see you later’.
Indika Perera Jul 28
When you wake up tomorrow
if I am not around, will you miss me?
If you never see me again
how much of a void will I leave in our heart?
Will you know how much I loved you?
will you truly know how much I cared?
nothing in this world mattered to me
more than being my best for you
I loved you with a pure love
that sprang up from a flawed heart
from within a flawed man
but my love for you was never flawed
But now this great gulf divides us
and it keeps getting wider
will I ever be able to reach you
to tell you one more time
that I truly love you
that I truly care
How I wish I could turn back time
if only I could start again
if only I could go back to the start
I would make it count
But what’s the point in worrying
about what can’t be changed?
I’ve already lived my life
If you could call it ‘living’

Now the only thing l can do
is to offer you the only gift I can
and that is my absence
hope it will bring you joy
Indika Perera Jul 28
When You Wake Up Tomorrow

When you wake up tomorrow
if I am not around, will you miss me?
If you never see me again
how much of a void will I leave in our heart?

Will you know how much I loved you?
will you truly know how much I cared?
nothing in this world mattered to me
more than being my best for you

I loved you with a pure love
that sprang up from a flawed heart
from within a flawed man
but my love for you was never flawed

But now this great gulf divides us
and it keeps getting wider
will I ever be able to reach you
to tell you one more time
that I truly love you
that I truly care

How I wish I could turn back time
if only I could start again
if only I could go back to the start
I would make it count

But what’s the point in worrying
about what can’t be changed?
I’ve already lived my life
If you could call it ‘living’

Now the only thing l can do
is to offer you the only gift I can
and that is my absence
hope it will bring you joy
Indika Perera Jul 28
a beard hides the nakedness of the face
leaves cover the bareness of the branches
grass covers the planeness of the ground
but nothing covers the shame of your deeds
you came like a thief in the night
like a lion prowling for prey
evil and base were your intentions
sordid and heinous were your actions
with evil in your eyes and hatred in your heart
you lifted the dagger and brought it down hard
with one swift move, you killed the dream
you snuffed out the light and put it to sleep
Indika Perera Jul 28
many a battle i have fought
many a times i have triumphed
many a times i have failed
now i need to rest a little
where can i go to find solace
who will welcome me with open arms
who will give me room to lay down my head
is there anyone out there
in my mind i return to my childhood
oh what a wonderful time it was
so carefree and so innocent
but there were also the lonely moments
there were the sad moments too
but i remember more the happy times
i cherish them all
yes i will return to my childhood
for some solace and peace
yes that is where i will go
there is always room there for me
bur alas!, i can't find it
i can't find my childhood
oh, where can it be
i need to find it
i need to find it now
can you help me?
Indika Perera Jul 28
my brothers, be vigilant
there is a traitor among us
a wolf in sheep's clothing
an assassin with a knife and a smile
he is biding his time
waiting patiently
for the opportune moment
to unleash his terror
be ever so watchful
he has come for blood
and until he gets it
he will not depart
find him you must
**** him out quick
throw him to the wolves
where he will perish
Indika Perera Jul 28
i'm looking for the key to unlock my mind
have you seen it? i don’t know where it is
i have to unlock it, it's urgent
i need to retrieve something

i haven't been there in a while
it's a fascinating place
there is beauty and ugliness
but most importantly, solitude
last time i was there

i vowed never to return
i was done, fatigued, dead
i shut the door and threw away the key
but now i got to find it

i got to open the door once more
got to look inside once again
got to reclaim a vital item
once i lay my hands on it

i will never need to go back
it's the only thing i need
the one thing i can't live without, solitude
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