Neex - Hello Poetry

Neex Aug 2015

I'm drowning in the emptiness,
That your absence creates.

Is this normal?

#love #him #gone #missing

Neex Aug 2015

I've never been so scared,
Never have I ever,
Wished more to be in denial.

Worst case scenarios = All that's on my mind.

#fear #pain #hurt #him

Neex Aug 2015

Stomach pains,
Chest aches,
From the print,
*That your words left.

I read everything again and now the pain is back,
Guilt never subsidies, it only hides.

#pain #in #hurt #him #my #ache #gut

Neex Aug 2015

I'll be up every night,
Waiting,
For you,
Even though,
You might not show up soon,
I'll wait every night,
And day,
*For you.

I don't know why but I do, a lot.

#love #pain #him #missing

Neex Aug 2015

You caught the butterflies,
Put them in a jar.

Please let them out,
I miss the feelings,
When they flutter.

Please.

#love #him #missing

Neex Aug 2015

It's scary,
How in a moment,
I can be fine,
Staring into space,
Then suddenly,
Feel so much pain,
*So much hurt.

And sometimes you just feel tears fighting to come out,
From unknown sources.

#pain #tears #hurt #shock #sudden