I see the pain in the eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see pain within the pride
I see that they're not satisfied
I see the truth which seem like lies
I see the guilt beneath the shame
I see the scars that remain
I see the frustration behind the fame
I see the shame underneath your name
I can see the fear reflecting off of every tear
I can see the mirror on the wall
I see myself

I'm lost
I don't know the time
I see her but she ain't mine
The evilness is changing my mind
Endless ways of getting out this life
You can't save me
You've already broke me
You can't change me
I'm sitting here in the dark
Going through my life
I'm just trying to survive
There's writings on the wall
I'm barley able to crawl
I want to say goodbye to my life
But I'm not strong enough to grab that knife
This is a sign, so there I lie
I guess I'm not ready to die

My days grow somber quickly
The quiet is haunting me
I've been so lonely.
You thrown me aside
Again
I won't let you hurt me agin
I'm nothing to you as I can see
You've just walked away from me
I'm torn apart I can't believe.
She was the one that I believed
The one I needed to hold
I don't know what to do
When I feel so lonely
How would you think I would feel?
How could you do this to me?

Silent I lay
I hear the whispers in the air
The violence in their words
Like slashes they wound deeply
The sun is about to set, preparing for the pain
The whispers haunting, why was I chosen?
These whispers are poison
They flow through my veins
I'm lost inside them
I'm not free of them
They're all lies
Their words mean nothing
I will not believe
I will not prevail

I know I'm not the strongest
But we can't break up, this is wrong
We've been bounded for so long
Yet I think we need something stronger
I can't keep my heart together any longer
These binds are suffocating me
Wrapped around my heart
I don't want to flee
But I watch you walk out
I watch you leave

This place inside my mind
A place where I can't to hide
This pain inside my brain
Not a normal type of pain
I can always say it will be better tomorrow
They're screaming all around
Its beating me down, into the ground
Life is always messing with me
Help me, set me free
I flirt with suicide because it kills the pain

What did I do to make it go bad?
I'm so lonely, no one to call "my girl"
I shouldve held on tighter
I shouldve never let you go
I was stupid i was foolish.
When you left I lost a part of me
Who's ganna take your place?
I guess, this ain't love anymore
All I feel is pain