I don't want to try
It should be natural
Im not stupid
I know people see it
But I also know
They won't do anything about it
I want to become starshine
A piece of the heavens
To look down
On the things I never got to experience
On the people I never got to meet
On the baby that should have been mine
On that lover that was never there to be
On the joys that I never got to find
Don't cry for me
This is what I wanted, see?
I did this in peace
I did this to have another chance
I believe I'll be reborn,
Just another path we all must take
Why should I be afraid?
I wanna become starlight
To be looked at with wonder
To be the one extending peace
To be the beautiful sunlight
That Pierce's the darkness' night
They say "everything's ok in the end"
Well, I'm ok with this end
Do not cry for me
Live for me.... Honor me
See that look in someone else's eye
And give them a hug.
That's all I ask from thee
all I ask for is peace☮️
This was a release of words when depression almost got the best of me.