You wanted light
To all of this darkness

You wanted hope
To all of this hopelessness

You wanted to be saved
But no one is saving

You wanted you
But you are fading

A man wakes up get up and get dressed

To go outside is what this man had in mind

To see all the beauty this world come around

To pursue a dream to see all beauty in this world

But then he wakes up realizing it was all a dream
He cant get up stand up and get dressed
Because he already saw what the world is
It's cruel violent forgetful and full of greed
No motivation to move around
No motivation to go outside
He does not care about himself anymore
He cried inside
For he thinks there's no hope anymore

Because to get up stand up and get dressed
Is the most difficult thing to do

Me and My Friends
Are not the type who ignore the smallest problems
Hidden in the world of fools
We hide our emotions but we all feel the same thing that one of us has a problem that no single person can resolve we cant let them out because we know it might broke us or sometimes everyone around us we spent our time chasing our desires but always end up in the same direction

Me and My Friends
we’re not the type of people to leave the room
because in this new age we know that all of us are connected even though we're all apart

Me and My Friends
We never get in trouble
But we are a troubled bunch

Everything is the same
They say tomorrow is another day
But tomorrow is just an ordinary day

They say life is a wheel
There's always up and downs
It makes me sad because a wheel is a repeating pattern
A pattern you cant remove

Except when it explodes
And cant function anymore

A wheel of life is all i see
Everything around me is a wheel
That still rolling

And it seems that i am one of them
And i hate to see me
Being one with society

Wondering why my life is so boring
Even though i am capable of doing everything
I can learn languages, learn how to play the guitar
Make friends with a lot of people and even make a book

But i won't
Because i am unmotivated to make my life better
Because i have lost all hope to do things better
Because i don't really care about myself

And i hope that i can get rid of it
Just like everyone else

Can you hear me?
Stuck in your little head
Cant get out and wants you dead
This voices helps you ease your pain
But all they do is make your pain insane
Word by word it cuts you deep
And think for a second that all their words are real
You sit in a corner to prove they're wrong
But then you can't because you're dead inside all along