Indigo

Indigo May 2019

She couldn’t see it. But she was the love of his life. He looked at her look she was the only thing he could see. He didn’t want anyone else, he just wanted her. No one would compare or ever be able to love her like he did and always would.

But the thing is, I know that he wanted to be with her. But he was afraid that she would hurt him. So he hurt her instead.

#love #sad #heartbreak

Indigo May 2019

He Loves Her

I see the way he looks at her.
Like she’s the best thing that ever happened to him.
But I see the way she looks at him.
With fear in her eyes, scared that he could walk out of her life forever any minute.
I know that look.
When you’re afraid to lose someone that you love.
But if only she saw the way he looked at her.
Like losing her would mean he lost his whole world.

#love #sad #girl #heart

Indigo May 2019

She Stopped

They told her she was ugly,
So she believed it.
(Even though she was the most beautiful person I had ever laid eyes on)
They told her she was too loud,
So she stopped speaking.
(Even though her words were strong enough to be heard by everyone)
They told her she was dumb,
So she stopped thinking.
(Even though she had the most brilliant mind I’ve ever encountered)
They told her she was lazy,
So she stopped sleeping.
(Even though the real nightmare was her life)
They told her she was too sad,
So she faked a smile.
(Even though she was far from being happy)
They told her she wasn’t enough,
So she became nothing.
(Even though she was my everything)

#sad #depression #heartbreak

Indigo May 2019

It Will Never Happen (Also written to no one:)

She looks at him, and smiles. She watches him as he laughs and jokes with his friends. He talks about writing and making music with such a passion. She studies him. Each time, she falls harder for him. Not even knowing it. He looks up, not yet meeting her eyes. She gazes at him with the biggest smile. Her smile contains so much love that stories could be written about the way she looks at him. And when his eyes meet hers, He feels absolutely nothing at all.

#sad #never #pain #him

Indigo May 2019

I always Notice The Difference

I notice almost everything. And I literally mean almost everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things people used to do. I notice when things change, and when things aren’t the same anymore. I notice almost every single little thing. I just don’t always say something about it.

#difference #change

Indigo May 2019

What He Took

They hugged each other goodbye
It was as if time stood still
Neither of them wanting to be the one to leave
I watched them from a distance
The way she looked at him
And the way he looked at her
But they finally said their final goodbyes
I watched as she left
And as he turned and went the other way
But she turned back to look at him one last time
As if she was waiting for him to do the same
But he never did
She left a piece of her heart with him
And he took it with him

#pain #heartbreak #end

Indigo May 2019

Who Hurts Us In The End

When people break our hearts or when we think our hearts have been broken, it hurts. It hurts a lot. But I think that in the end; it’s us that break our own hearts. The way we see ourselves, and the way we change ourselves so that we are “socially acceptable.” Have you ever thought about that maybe no one breaks your heart except for yourself? In the end we are our own worst enemy, living in a non-ending cycle of dislike towards ourselves. Whether its dislike and hate towards our looks or who we are. Because in the end; it was all about us and it was all done by us. We inflict the most pain on ourselves.

#pain #hurt #end