Diana Garcia

Diana Garcia Oct 2017

A dream

Written by Diana Garcia**
I had a dream that you were a good man, with good values, dreams
and you'd always understand
That love is patient, kind and never jealous

Written in 2012

#achrives #hello #poetry #dream #helpless #love

Diana Garcia Oct 2017

Always

Written by Diana Garcia**
Sweet words went in one ear and out the other. My poor unfortunate lover.
How could he know his embraces were not like yours.
How could he know that my heart became so coarse.
Lonlieness came, my void deepened.
My love for you resurfaced but the envy awakened.
I stood by, hoping, wishing for a glance in my direction.
Little did I know, you and her were just a miserable misconception.
My heart raced, I thought maybe I'll faint when our eyes met and your eyes glistened
We clearly are not through
This whole time, it was always you.

For my husband to be, it was always you baby..

#angel #love #hello #poetry

Diana Garcia Oct 2017

ASSumptions

Assumptions are borderline corruption.
In the soul, in the mind.
Productions of the terminally sane,
Of people that are momentarily blind.
**-Diana Garcia

Hello poetry

Diana Garcia Oct 2017

I'm tired

Written by Diana Garcia**
I've had the answers all around me this whole time..
Pieces of my old life. Parts of me that I've shed
All these hopes and dreams, even my hobbies were put to bed.
For months and years my poor brain has felt like it's gone haywire.
Little did I know I was becoming one of those people I seldom admire.

Exhaustion depression

Diana Garcia Oct 2017

Normal

Written by Diana Garcia**
I'm sure you're aware
That I'm not well
But please don't stare
I wish for normalcy
To be upset about normal things
Flat tires, bills and
How good Don Henley sings..
Let's just say, I'm an open book.
My story isn't written well
It's pretty easy to tell if youd just
Take a look..
Erykah Badu said it best
Lady those bags make you stick
Out from the rest.
Let it go cause round and round i go
INDIOSYNCRASY
Hey Kevin Smith, maybe try making a movie about me??
Jokes aside, my pain and suffering are obviously things i want to hide.
This mask has become transparent
The more my problems became apparent.
My heart races for no reason
I feel lethargic, I'm here, you're there.
You're watching the movie
But I'm stuck in my thousand yard stare..
In the mornings I cry cause heres another **** day where I'll have to try.
I wish i could be sad about normal things. These problems are much to heavy
For these angel wings...

I may come back to edit this... Idk, it's early...

#normal #indiosyncratic #depression

Diana Garcia Oct 2017

dusty emotions

Written by Diana Garcia**
My brain waves are like a storm
I wish i could sit in silence
I wish i wasnt so ******* torn
I tried to understand you but whats the use
it's my turn to talk but will you listen?
When you look at me what do you see
Your daughter, your sister or am I the punching bag that youve been missin'?
let me show you the scars you gave me
those wonderful gifts
that keep me up at night
the reoccurring hate
those angry tears.
All the times i went hungry
cause i refused to come home for years.
Over and over again i was told.
Theres nobody to blame other than myself.
YES! cause it is I who but my well being up on the shelf.
Ive checked out, to this i do admit.
I am numb and I simply exist.
How can I love, hate, or any of those words in the adjective list
when all I know is how to roll with the punches, how to roll with waves in the stormy ocean with all these ******* dusty emotions..

#numb #scars #punches #abuse #adversity

Diana Garcia Oct 2017

Angel

Written by Diana Garcia**

Sweet and pure
loving and giving
bringer of light
Let it bleed into my abyss
let my darkness shy away in your shine
your wings
illuminate warmth and love
you soar the skies so beautifully
if lightning were to strike
you wont despair
looking through your eyes
beauty is everywhere.

#love #depression