Close your eyes
Take a step
Let it go
Let it flow
Just let go
As you fall
From the cliff
You are no longer stiff
For the ocean will catch your fall
As you end it all
Listen to the sea
As you forget to breathe
And just let go
Let the emotions flow away
They won't be there the next day
When you wash away
To somewhere better
Somewhere unknown

everyone said i'd cough
with my first drag
smoke in my lungs
nicotine in my veins
it's normal, they said.

i didn't cough.

i smoked it down to ashes
staining my fingers
staining my windowsill
silently.