Speak lightly  don’t abrupt my social anxiety
Said you’re Tired of me well that makes three
Since I’m always tired looking at thee
It’s 7:30 in the morning and sunlight looking oddly boring
Haven’t been outside only working mostly

These are all the sentences that go through my mind in split seconds
Moving like bullets my head is really a lethal weapon
Other option slow my movement or distorted to a bliss
yea like the way you miss
For endorphins, working only when the body is working.


Another confidence scheme towards my low self esteem.
Yea it works wonders only when the audience is at ease.

When it comes make sure to let it go
feeling,money, or pain it comes and go
anxiety sobriety heal the soul
find the pain they numb the screens
Seeing how we can work it out
Talk and talk that’s what’s it’s all about
Till you die then we start cry
Until tomorrow
No more sorrow we gots much to go

All started when he came in.
Nine months later
I came in.
From a product of two,
in her womb.
A product of a farmer and a hustler.
My duality brings their historical truth.
It’s where my sign align me.
The scale balancing my personality.
lessons about parental guidance all ended
till my family divided.
Then choosing a side tipped my scales aside.
Till to time prevail.
Years later after the fights have ended.
They’re wounds open that needs mending,
from a family whom I love over and over again.