once upon a time
I loved you even
before I knew your name
I loved you even
before I knew who you are
I loved you even
before I realize
that i love you........
still you won't
understand
how much
you mean to me
in my little
lonely life..........

you can walk away from me
you can leave me wild n carefree
you can forget my name,my face n my smile
you can
but this little girl will always have that pain
and will always love you
even if what is left for me are just
cold memories of you ..!!!!

No one
will ever
love you
like
I love you
and
I will ever
love
No one
like
I love you

if i could
i would come to you

if i could
i would talk to you

if i could
i would miss you

if i could
i would hate you

if i could
i would do all
these things
but
i couldn't do
a single thing

i couldn't come to you
i couldn't talk to you
i couldn't miss you
i couldn't hate you

all i could do is
to love you
a little too much
being far away
from you
knowing that
you don't
love me
like i do.....

You are my drug
I am addicted to you
for the past one year
and now I am feeling
the side effects of you
still the best part is
I can't get rid of you
for I know
I am addicted to you
and It's impossible
to live without you

I'm glad
finally
you
once thought
to think
about me
before
your ego....

you
already
started
to
miss
me

you hurt me
with your eyes
you hurt me
with your words
you hurt me
with your style
you hurt me
with your absence
you hurt me
every time
yet
i am so glad
that
you once thought
to HEAL ME
IN MY DREAM.....

now
i realize
we shared
something
we don't have

they said
this and that
about you
and
i know
it's not true
for i know
who you are
even though
it's not true
it hurts
deep within
my heart
and
i realized
i still love you

Is it too much
if I asked
only for
your love???
is it too bad
if I love you
more than
what you
deserve???

i thought
we shared
something
that
no one
ever shared..........

is it you
hurting me??
or
is it me
hurting myself
with your
memories???
i just can't
understand

......................
and suddenly
it hurts
to think
you are
not there
for me
.......................

I say I miss the sky
I say I miss peace
I say I miss happiness
I say I miss the sun
but its you I miss
I wanted your love
I couldn't have your love
I wanted your hands
I couldn't have your hands
I loved you handsome
did I know you loved me too
ironic, isn't it?,
that two souls make one heart

It's still you
that I love
It's still you
That i want
It's still you
that I miss
It's still you
that I adore
It's still you
that I need
It's still you
That i hate
Because
there is
no reason
for me
to hold
on to you
this much
because
it's still you
I'm holding on

You will miss me
without knowing yourself
and that will be the time
you will realise
that you loved me
Deep within your heart
and then I won't be there
to love you back

Kanawuhal kalaindhu powadhai
kangalaal kaana mudindhum
ennaal thadukka mudiyawillai
endru irundha podhum
unnidam udhawi ketka marukkiren
unnai purindhawalaay.......

you are
my inspiration
to my poems
please don't go away
if you go away
my poetry
will fade away
and slowly
i will die
please stay
in my life
forever
please
let me live
to love you
all my life
please
let me live
to be with you
forever
please
let me live
to share
your pain
please
let me write
about
all the pain
you cause
inside my heart
please
let me write
all the wonderful things
i see in you
please
let me write
how much
you are loved
by this girl

Life is full of
expectations
  Life is full of 
 disappointments                                             ­
  Life is full of
happy starting            
Life is full of
sad ending
Life is full of
great stories
Life is full of
empty pages
Life is full of
positive thoughts          
Life is full of
negative happenings
Life is full of
sweet dreams
Life is full of
nightmares
     -cute crazy-

feel like
there's no one
i can share
all my problems
my love:
out of sight,
my family:
they don't care
anymore,
my friends:
all are busy
only myself
holding myself
from falling down...
end of my life
i guess

Still
thinking
of you
Takes away
my breath
Like
your presence
takes away
my life

these days
i don't miss you
    because
   here after
you are not mine,
for me to miss you.....

you are lost forever
from my eyes,
from my heart,
and finally
from my life too........

Those sparkling eyes
were the secret place
in which I would like
to be lost forever. ...

i have lost
the meaning
of my love
within your words
which were
left unspoken..........

will you give it a meaning
at least once in forever???

the worst accident
happened in
my heart.....
and
it happened
because of
you.....

It's true that
I hate you
for hurting me
without limit
but
please
know that
I loved you
for who you are
and
I will get over you
for who I want to be
-cute crazy-

my love for you
is the poison
for my life
now
i'm dying
slowly
without you
knowing.......
you won't bother
even if you knew.....

i don't know
what to do
with you
in my life.....
i don't know
whether
i want you
or not
yet
it hurts
to think
what
i will do
if you
are gone
but
i can't
have you
in my life
may be
it's my destiny
but i can't
let you go
please
do something
i'm hopeless
in myself,
my love
depends on you
i beg you
save my love
for me
please..........

something
has to be done
with myself
MISSING yourself
if not,
my life will be
miserable
every moment
i am passing.....

i am missing you
i am missing you
i am missing you
but finally
i am bored
of missing you
and  now
i am missing my self
within your memories