Before I sleep
You're always in my mind
even when
I wake up
You're still there.
not only in my mind
but
in my
heart and soul.
I know
I'm being
Loved
alone.

Years,Days,Hours,Minutes and Seconds
pass by.
Finally!
the time comes,
we're going to meet.
i have waited for this day to come.
I'm here.
leaving the house.
i can see you.
your eyes.
is it true?
or
i'm just dreaming..
the love of my life is finally here.
in front of me.
i'm so happy!
there is a butterfly inside my stomach..
i can't help it,
i wanna cry
your hands
that fits mine
your smile
your eyes, is my light
as you hugged me,
it's like heaven
the fear
and sadness
has blown away

You said you love me.
But why?
why did you you stabbed me
back and forth.
You said said you will never leave me,
But why?
why did you left me?
I'm begging for you not to leave me
Here.
alone.
with nothing..
You said you were my protector,
my guardian.
But why?
why did you let them?
hurt me.
It's okay for me
if
it's just them.
But
it's you..
you
who turned me into
black angel

I know
it's impossible to be your girlfriend,
But I'm still here
loving and waiting for
nothing

Is it cold?
or...
it's just me?
who's cold
and
needed some
hug.

My heart full of pain
is now
full of love

Your song makes life to my boring soul
Just like a dark home
and you turn on the light
Every time your song played
My mood will turn into colorful.
Just like a naked garden
and finally
planted with
Life,
Love,
Of flowers.

Every time I hear your voice
My heart wants to dance
beating so fast
Just like a Happy horse

You put smile in my lips
You wiped my tears away
with a song..
telling me
Every things gonna be alright.

Your picture in my phone
makes my
morning and evening.
actually
my day.
You make it so good!
Just like a crying kid
begging for candy and finally her mom, gave her one.

Like my life is worth living with you
Because of your song.
I can survive
pain and sadness.

You gave me
Life,
Chance
and
Love

I miss you so much..
I remember
The first time we've met..
You sat down next to me
You were the girl in red.
The first time you said Hi!
Your laugh is really lovely
I know in my heart
that
     there  is something in you that so bright
We became friends
  Best Friends actually.
We laugh
We cry
    So many memories we've shared.
Until the day came
We need to say Goodbye
We're far apart
But still talking to each other
busy is just a word for us.
soon
I'm leaving.
Your morning is my night
even though it's like that
I can tell
I'll never forget you
I hope you know..
how much you really mean to me
You are the first real one I can define.
My true friend.

So much stress
So much hurt
Need
So much love to gain