As the days, weeks, and months go by,
I notice I can't claim a human being under the title of "best friend"
Best-friends deceive
Best-friends leave
Best-friends are temporary
They are *******.
But its all good.
**** a best-friend

My body constantly misses you.
The day you left; a vacancy emerged.
Will it ever be able to fill in the void?
I don’t know.
But what I do know is that life simply does not feel the same.
And maybe my body will get over it, maybe.
Or maybe it never does…
Because how can it ever forget a vibe so real,
A smile that did not know misery
and those beautiful brown eyes.

It must accept that life is not fair,
And there is absolutely no resolution to the loss it has to endure.

Pain. Misery. and Regret.
Its the outcome of our love.
I wish one day your smile, your laugh,
your voice, your face, leaves me alone for eternity..
Our memories, drown me in pain.
Your promises, haunt my brain.
You slowly built my misery.
You damaged and changed me as this monster that lost all hope.
If I were to know what I know now, I would of let you go.
Why can't your memory just leave me alone?
Has it not understood that its killing me so slow?
You were the world to me, now I'm left with no world to call my own.
While you no longer see your happiness within me,
I'm alone in pain, with the outcome of our love.
While your loving someone else,
I'm here, stupidly and deeply loving you with vain hopes...

Yeah, you clearly said it.
you typed it in our text messages,
you wrote it in letters,
you said it to my face,
you showed it with little details.
the ONLY thing you forgot to do is,
to stay in love with me.

because after the years,
that love you claimed broke.
not because of something I did,
but because you bid on our love.

yeah, you claimed to love me.
you claimed it
but it was all a joke.