I ******* hate you for leaving me
While I was struggling to be what I want to be
I hate you
While I crumbled to nothing
I hate you
For not seeing me.
I fell and I burned and I crashed
But you're the one that lit the flame, now im ash
Im angry, and torn, and falling apart
Yet no one will help, the moment I start.
I hate you for leaving me.

During half slept nights, fear seeps out from my dreams
It follows you, it follows me
But I invite that fear in to come rest while I hide
From everything wrong in the world but mostly everything wrong that's inside
We sit and wait reliving scenes after scene
Of everything that could happen and everything that has been
But im growing tired of fears company now so I try to turn the vacancy light off
But the light has become broken and fear said he will never stop
So I sit and I wait
And I wait and I sit
Until fear and I merge into a black and endless pit
We can try to escape this but it's harder that it may seem
Because it follows you
While it clings to me

I wish I could do something destructive
With no repercussions
But I cant,
So the fire stays within me.
Melting my heart,  burning my skin.
From bone to dust
And light to sin.

Like a fly to a spiders corner
I got tricked by the warmth of your web
I was too busy staying safe that I didn't realize I was being eaten alive.

But don't worry because like flies, spiders must do whats needed to survive.